Im def concidering doing my first cycle, have done alot of research, just ahve a few questions. 1. after my cycle n PCT, and my body "returns to normal" am i really back to normal?? feeling the same mentally and physically as i did before, and no damage to myself ,meaning will i lose test levels more rapidly as i get older?? or nethnig like this?? 2 if i stay in the gym, n keep working out will i need to do continuous cycles to keep my newly formed physique, or can it be kept without AAS. Dont wanna do once cycle n be forcing myself into a lifetime of steroid use. 3. this may sound weird, but i see all these old guys whoused to use steroids, n their skin is all lose n gross due from getting hudge, then stopping n getting smaller, i dont feel liek doing a cycle, looking great then stoppin gn looking worse thn i ever did before. these r def noob questions but valid ones i think, ne one? also for first cycle is it better to do test alone or a deca/sus cycle, deca seems to be the way people tend to go, but is test e solid alone?