
Originally Posted by
Stalker
I am 6'1 and throughout high school, I always stayed around 205-210 about 11-12% BF. When i went to college, I wasn't playing sports anymore so I worried less about size and went for a more cut look, and got down to about 185 7-8% BF.
One day I decided I wanted to bulk up, so I got more intense in the gym, and starting learning all I could about gear. But no matter how hard i worked out or what my diet looked like, I just couldn't get any bigger than 190.
So, I did my first cycle......Fina/Winny/Var and it was unreal. I blew up....up to 225 without too much fat gain and got vascular as hell. Did everything by the book.....my post cycle therapy was solid, kept my calories up, was still working out like a beast in the gym.....but I couldn't keep my gains. It just fell right off, I just deflated like a baloon. I lost about 5 pounds a week and within 6 weeks I was back down to 192....I was crushed. All that work, time, money and almost nothing to show for it.
I went back to research and decided my loss was because I needed to tweek my post cycle therapy. I did the EXACT same cycle but this time used a diffent schedule for my clomid and threw in some Nolva and HCG. Again, I blew up....getting up to 230 this time with a little more fat than last time but not much(calories were higher this cycle). Kept the calories up post cycle, worked out hard again........but the same thing happened. Within 2 months I was back down around 190.
I got so depressed I stopped working out for 5 months and got fat(210, 14-15%). I've just recently gotten back in the gym and quickly shed about 10 pounds and am gonna keep cutting back down to 185 and start over.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!!? Why can I not keep any of my gains? Do I have faulty genetics that just won't allow my muscles to hold their size. What am I doing wrong? Help me out guys.