I guess that a moderator can find my thread inappropriate and delete it and it's fine since I'm a newbie here and I may be disrespecting the rules of the forum.
I just wanted to thank you guys for being cool and respectful with my questions. I just decided that I won't be doing gear because members of this forum correctly pointed out where I'm failing and where I should correct my problems naturally. I agree with the posts and the blame is on my poor nutrition.
I visited several other websites and forums and people are very aggressive and sometimes just plain arrogant, calling me names for the same exact questions I posted here. I respect your goals and interests and make it clear that I see nothing wrong with responsible use of products to help you achieve it. I may not be posting often now unless it's just out of curiosity, but I plan to hang around and post my progress in the future.
Thanks again!!!!