Well, I started my first cycle (13 weeks, Test E 500mg/wk)...my first injection was Sunday night at 8:30pm. Wow. I have been psyching myself up for these injections for months. I started prepping everything and was confident. I did everything exactly as instructed on **************.com. I loaded 1.25 cc of 200mg/ml Test into a 25 guage 1" pin (a 250mg shot). I was ready. I decided to put the first one in my right quad. I wanted a location that would leave both arms free to do the injection and was easy to see so I was not doing my first one in an akward position. I sat on the toilet with the loaded pin in hand. I swabbed the spot on my leg; vastus lateralis about 9 inches above the knee. I lined up the pin...and I froze. I could not move that pin any closer than an inch from my skin. It was crazy. I just sat there looking at the pin and my leg and I was telling my hand to to move, but it would not. It was ridiculous. I tried to encourage myself...no good. I could not move my hand. I tried telling myself that if I go on to the forums tomorrow and tell everyone I could not do it, I would be ridiculed...my hand just started shaking. I was ready to give up...my wife walks into the bathroom and asks me if I have done it yet. She see that I have not. She takes one of my 23.5 guage pins out to the kitchen. A few seconds later she returns and sees that I am no closer to doing the injection than I was before. She walks over, wipes my leg with alcohol again, takes the pin and sticks it into my leg. She aspirates the needle, and then gets ready to inject. At this point, I realize that it is totally not that bad and entirely psychological. I take over and finish the injection...nice and slowly. Done and done. I massage the spot for a minute and then bandage an piece of cotton swab on the spot so it does not bleed. No redness, no swelling, mild pain. Apparently, she took the 23.5 gauge out to the kitchen, loaded it with water and injetced a banana. Once she knew what it would be like, she came in and took care of it. Today (Monday AM) I got up and trained chest and shoulders and walked on the tredmill for 10 minutes. It feels good. Now I just wait for it to kick in....I will keep you all posted on my progress... I am sure I can do it myself on Wednesday night....