I don't post very often here. The last I did was in summer last year when my cycle went off the rails really badly - heart rate surged and came down again. I guess the cycle was too androgenic and the system reacted to it (700mgs per week of Test and 30mg per day of DBol). I had no history of any kind of heart trouble and my resting pulse is usually 64 beats a minute.
Since then, Ive made a lot of progress. I was at 156 Lbs (about 15 percent BF) in the summer. I managed to claw all the way to 180 Lbs without using steroids. In my mind I was too scared to touch steroids again (Id only ever tried it once until now). My natural gains stopped at 180 no matter how hard I trained and no matter how much I ate. At well over 4000 calories a day, I wasn't gaining anything.
So I started a steroid cycle last month (in the Third week of Jan). 500mgs a week of deca with 500 mgs/week of test cypionate. The cycle has been going reasonably well so far. I have added 15 Lbs with very little extra fat in 5 weeks. So far so good.
However, the Deca is really beginning to do what I feared most. Because I am on Test I do have a high libido and feel horny all the time. But I can't get decent erections. It seems the Test is keeping my body horny and maintaing the urge in the mind but the dick is somehow "desensitized" by the Deca. I can get an erection with great difficulty. The erections are very soft and I have to wank like mad to get an orgasm.
Luckily (or unluckily) as I am single at the moment, this isn't screwing up my life the way it would've if I was married or had a girl-friend. But the prospect of a soft dick for another three months is killing me. I was hoping to do a 10-12 week cycle and then follow it through with post cycle therapy involving Clomid, Nolva and L-dex.
Has anyone experienced deca dick of such severity before? Would be interested to know if anyone's had the same problems I am having now.
Thanks.