I started taking dianabol about 8 months ago to primarily increase my muscle mass and strength. Over the course of 3 weeks my dose went from one tablet (5mg) to 4 tablets. The first week of the smaller dose made me feel great. I started to feel more confident and it seemed to also make me feel more focused. However when I started to increase my dose I felt uncomfortable with the changes to emotion that it it brought. I was getting feeling signs of increased aggression not to mention the boost in my libido. So I decided after this small period of time that larger doses of this drug was not suitable for me. Instead of knocking the whole idea on the head I decided to reduce my does to 1 tablet a day, splitting it into 2.5mg and taking half in the morning and half before training.
My bodybuilding friend told me this is ridiculas and that a does this small is not capable of any changes. Is it possible for dianabol to be working on this level?
Have there been any reports of people staying on this dose for long periods of time because of the emotional gains that they experienced? I suffer from depression and anxiety and sometimes find it extremely hard to get motivated to get down the gym. I find this small does of dianabol gives me this push to want to train and it quashes my anxiety.
My reason for writing this post to establish wether what I'm doing is in fact harmful to my health physiologically. Am I at risk of damaging my organs even at 2.5 - 5 mg per day.
Has anyone any explanation to how this is helping me on this level? Your help would be most appreciated.