"Emotionally distant" when cycling ?

**guest589745** · 12-19-2006, 01:54 AM

It seems everytime I get a few weeks into my cycle, I notice I am basically uncompassionate / uneffectioante. I seem to care less about my surroundings, is the best way to describe it, honestly. Very mellow and just like "Whatever" for the most part.

I was expecting myself to get worked up and pissed off easily when I first started but, it's basically the opposite, I don't even really give a shit.

I would think I could consider myself who notices changes within himself when they happen but, I dunno, you guys think this is in my head? I am not tryin to make an excuse for my behavior but I realy think this happens to me. I can't say that I care that it does either but, I posted this because my GF keeps bringin it up how she feels like I am not "close to her right now" and she said the same exact thing 4 months ago when I was on my previous run. And today, her little sister and brother came over, who usually I can handle but today, I was just ..... disgusted by them, and I mean come on, they are KIDS! I know part of my behavior/actions aren't right but, I dunno.......

Also, with my GF, it seems like after I have sex, I want to go as far away from her as I can and I didn't feel like this 4-5 weeks ago, seriously.

Does anyone think this is possible and has reasoning behind it ?

Or am I living in la-la land lol ?

**frank12391** · 12-19-2006, 02:13 AM

I feel a little spaced out when cycling, I become more inward and people have noticed it because I'm a very outward person. I was getting asked Iff I was ok. My collegues noticed a change.

I'm half way into P.C.T and I feel better and more myself. Just yesterday my boss said to me that she was glad to have me back. Dunno?

**yarakefendi** · 12-19-2006, 04:09 AM

i am alot more melow and relaxed very carefree about my surroundings. however very irritable at times and iritations turns 2 anger, i broke up with my girlfriend because of it

**theboss** · 12-19-2006, 06:51 AM

Originally Posted by yarakefendi

i am alot more melow and relaxed very carefree about my surroundings. however very irritable at times and iritations turns 2 anger, i broke up with my girlfriend because of it

same here....except me and my GF broke up cause she is ****in nuts!

***perfectbeast2001*** · 12-19-2006, 07:00 AM

I get similar feeling. I just dont give a shit apart from eating and lifting. I want to have sex but cant be bothered with hugging ect!! LOL I like it though.

**Snrf** · 12-19-2006, 07:08 AM

hmm, I actually like the sound of this.....I can't wait for my cycle....WHERES MY ADEX DAMNIT....argh stupid xmas post all slow an sheeit

**Z12** · 12-19-2006, 08:48 AM

Originally Posted by perfectbeast2001

I get similar feeling. I just dont give a shit apart from eating and lifting. I want to have sex but cant be bothered with hugging ect!! LOL I like it though.

"Can't be bothered with hugging." That's hilarious!

If only your woman could hear you now Beast....

**stupidhippo** · 12-19-2006, 09:16 AM

Originally Posted by perfectbeast2001

I get similar feeling. I just dont give a shit apart from eating and lifting. I want to have sex but cant be bothered with hugging ect!! LOL I like it though.

i second that.. but fight it through if ur gf is important for ya...

***perfectbeast2001*** · 12-19-2006, 09:34 AM

Originally Posted by Z12

"Can't be bothered with hugging." That's hilarious!

If only your woman could hear you now Beast....

I've been slipping winny into coffee so she cant be bothered with hugging either!
J/K man! she knows what Im like, she thinks it's cute and funny!

**crash187ct** · 12-19-2006, 10:26 AM

man i'm so glad you posted on this. i felt the same way my last few cycles. it seems nothing else really takes priority, and i don't seem to mingle well with my friends....of course alll they do is drink, so that might be one reason as to why.

**frank12391** · 12-19-2006, 01:51 PM

Originally Posted by crash187ct

man i'm so glad you posted on this. i felt the same way my last few cycles. it seems nothing else really takes priority, and i don't seem to mingle well with my friends....of course alll they do is drink, so that might be one reason as to why.

I wasn't communicating enough with my collegues, it wasn't bad enough to effect my work but my boss had said my emotions were flat. Honestly though, all I had most of the time was EQ and Test on my mind.

**Morpheaus** · 12-19-2006, 02:20 PM

i know exactly where you are coming from with this i think i'm 'emotionally distant' with a lot of people, but when i'm on the gear i can't even feel any emotion's toward people i care about - even if i try!!!

i really noticed it on my last cycle more than any other - probably tren .

**guest589745** · 12-19-2006, 02:30 PM

At least I aint crazy, thanks for the feedback everyone.

**Property of Steroid.com** · 12-19-2006, 02:49 PM

Originally Posted by Skullsmasher

It seems everytime I get a few weeks into my cycle, I notice I am basically uncompassionate / uneffectioante. I seem to care less about my surroundings, is the best way to describe it, honestly. Very mellow and just like "Whatever" for the most part.

I've noticed that you're far less affectionate lately. No cuddling, no post-coital bliss, just nothing.

**powerbodybuilder** · 12-19-2006, 02:56 PM

I have the same shit too. I get so fucused into it that I forget things around me.

**stayinstacked** · 12-19-2006, 03:37 PM

the reason behind this is because your putting testosterone /testosterone derivatives into your body and your hormones start to go crazy, therefore things like sex, strength, aggression or lack of, start to become more evident than any other trait of your personality. Plus, you know subconsciously your on a cycle and things like eating, working out, sex, seem to take priority over anything else. From my past experiences/mistakes, we can learn to harness this or conceal it over time, but you never realize who you hurt or how you hurt them until your off the cycle. I dont cycle a shitload of things anymore like I used to, 1000mg/wk of drugs total is more than enough for good results plus it doesnt break your wallet quite as bad. Alot of old timers used to abide by the 1000mg/wk rule and they looked great, just take it easy and enjoy life and time w/ your girlfriend and/or family too. There is some things we do, and some things we may say that we cannot take back, Lord knows I've learned the hard way

**desiR** · 12-19-2006, 03:56 PM

same hear.. jus realy mellow... don't give a rats ***...
but they're tymes im realy hypher....

**guest589745** · 12-20-2006, 10:30 AM

Originally Posted by Anthony Roberts

I've noticed that you're far less affectionate lately. No cuddling, no post-coital bliss, just nothing.

You know I always got enough lovin for you

**guest589745** · 12-20-2006, 10:35 AM

Originally Posted by stayinstacked

the reason behind this is because your putting testosterone/testosterone derivatives into your body and your hormones start to go crazy, therefore things like sex, strength, aggression or lack of, start to become more evident than any other trait of your personality. Plus, you know subconsciously your on a cycle and things like eating, working out, sex, seem to take priority over anything else. From my past experiences/mistakes, we can learn to harness this or conceal it over time, but you never realize who you hurt or how you hurt them until your off the cycle. I dont cycle a shitload of things anymore like I used to, 1000mg/wk of drugs total is more than enough for good results plus it doesnt break your wallet quite as bad. Alot of old timers used to abide by the 1000mg/wk rule and they looked great, just take it easy and enjoy life and time w/ your girlfriend and/or family too. There is some things we do, and some things we may say that we cannot take back, Lord knows I've learned the hard way

Good post, thanks man.