Serious Help

**Hellbound** · 02-12-2007, 04:56 AM

I'm sure I may be put down for this but oh well. I was on a test enanthate 500mg along with eq 400mg a week cycle I added anadrol for a couple of weeks into it but dropped it because it made me feel tired. I ran this cycle for right around 6 weeks then my girlfriend now ex found my stash and threw it all out...she didn't like how moody they made me and found my shit. So I've been off off everything for 4 weeks now no pct couldn't get shit from the doc he didn't think I would need it and couldn't get in touch with my source. During this time I haven 't been able to get in the gym as much being that I was working in the studio (guitarist) and just had too much shit going on....which is really no excuse but let's just say this has not been a good 3 weeks. Would it be okay to start on my cycle again tomorrow being that I have all my gear ordered up again? God I hope so I just want to get back up to par on my bulker and hope my test levels aren't too ****ed to jump back on a cycle......have all my pct gear on hand now as well, either way being back in the gym tomorrow will definately make me feel so much better I don't appear to have lost much size at all just some water. Thanks in advance.

**Hellbound** · 02-12-2007, 06:35 AM

**** it....I'm getting back on tomorrow and completely starting my cycle over again. I don't see the harm in that and this time I'll stick with the dbol in the beginning because I already know what anadrol does to me.

**beuleux** · 02-12-2007, 07:18 AM

So how do you feel? Do you feel all the gear is out of your system in four weeks? Spose its a bit late for pct. If it were me Id hit the gym and eat right for another 4 weeks before I started back on the gear not much else you can do realy, but I feel for you man Ive had circumstances beyond my control fcuking with my cycles in the past and its a real pain in the arse.. wtf did she have to dump your gear for that was just plain bang out of order I hope youve got some naked pics to upload in revange lol.

**Hellbound** · 02-12-2007, 08:03 AM

Originally Posted by beuleux

So how do you feel? Do you feel all the gear is out of your system in four weeks? Spose its a bit late for pct. If it were me Id hit the gym and eat right for another 4 weeks before I started back on the gear not much else you can do realy, but I feel for you man Ive had circumstances beyond my control fcuking with my cycles in the past and its a real pain in the arse.. wtf did she have to dump your gear for that was just plain bang out of order I hope youve got some naked pics to upload in revange lol.

no naked pics sorry.lol She was a bit of a cock tease anyway. I truly feel like everything is out of my system completely. I really want to start this morning in a bad way. As far as how I feel well I was pretty run down for the last couple of weeks but I think that was from the anadrol usage and am really starting to come around now.

**gorgorothsatanis** · 02-12-2007, 10:00 AM

Start it up again, mate. All the stress you are causing yourself debating this isn't worth it. Do you have any test prop that you could use as a kickstart? As a rule you shouldn't start a cycle unless you have ALL your gear ready to go. Nothing worse than running out of something half way through. Too bad about not having any pics

lol.

**Jefferey** · 02-12-2007, 10:04 AM

Originally Posted by Hellbound

I'm sure I may be put down for this but oh well. I was on a test enanthate 500mg along with eq 400mg a week cycle I added anadrol for a couple of weeks into it but dropped it because it made me feel tired. I ran this cycle for right around 6 weeks then my girlfriend now ex found my stash and threw it all out...she didn't like how moody they made me and found my shit. So I've been off off everything for 4 weeks now no pct couldn't get shit from the doc he didn't think I would need it and couldn't get in touch with my source. During this time I haven 't been able to get in the gym as much being that I was working in the studio (guitarist) and just had too much shit going on....which is really no excuse but let's just say this has not been a good 3 weeks. Would it be okay to start on my cycle again tomorrow being that I have all my gear ordered up again? God I hope so I just want to get back up to par on my bulker and hope my test levels aren't too ****ed to jump back on a cycle......have all my pct gear on hand now as well, either way being back in the gym tomorrow will definately make me feel so much better I don't appear to have lost much size at all just some water. Thanks in advance.

Personally I would train for a few months just to make sure you stay with the training...Never know when somethings going to pop up...No since in using if you can't stay with the training.

**Hellbound** · 02-12-2007, 10:53 AM

Originally Posted by Jefferey

Personally I would train for a few months just to make sure you stay with the training...Never know when somethings going to pop up...No since in using if you can't stay with the training.

well both my grandparents died during these past 3 weeks and had to deal with alot of shit.....like I said it was a rough ass month. I already started my injection already am happy about it.....all the bad shit is out of the way now thank god.

**JohnnySomeone** · 02-12-2007, 03:34 PM

Listen to Satanis, never start up a cycle unless you have all that you need. Great rule of thumb!! But yeah I would jump back on now, I am surprised that drol made you tired. Did you let it dissolve under your tongue 30min before you did weights? Never had that effect. You need something to kickstart this though. Maybe try dbol . But if you can get Prop that would be grand>lol

**Peducho0113** · 02-12-2007, 03:48 PM

I am sorry to heard about yoru grandparents. Now I want to tell you that you read more and learn more and never, never start a cycle without having everything and I mean everything you need to start it. Good luck with your cycle

**GHO5T** · 02-12-2007, 05:50 PM

I dont think you should venture into AAS again, being out of the gym for close to 4 weeks and the kind of lifestyle you seem to have. Being in the studio as you are a musician. I dont think you have sufficient amount of time to devote to training and diet. Being on AAS requires 100% dedication, to achieve optimal results its a 24/7 job.

If i were in your situation i would opt for natty.

**Hellbound** · 02-13-2007, 08:47 AM

Originally Posted by GHO5T

I dont think you should venture into AAS again, being out of the gym for close to 4 weeks and the kind of lifestyle you seem to have. Being in the studio as you are a musician. I dont think you have sufficient amount of time to devote to training and diet. Being on AAS requires 100% dedication, to achieve optimal results its a 24/7 job.

If i were in your situation i would opt for natty.

nah I love working out everything's cool in the studio whatever I still find a way, the studio thing was kind of a one time deal thing anyway I'm not that serious of a musician but had the oppurtunty to work with some band and help record some stuff......I didn't realize it but I was dealing with some flu shit as well. I always keep everything in hand before starting so no problem there. Anyway I'm back in the gym and lost some strength and weight but still I'm just happy to be back in the gym again.