Man am I glad I found this forum, it seems like you guys know a lot.
OK I've been doing a lot of research on many forums for weeks. I am now 21, but when I was 18 I took a lot of things IRRESPONSIBLY because I thought I knew what I was doing.
I have taken m1t, dbol, some other steroid, nolva, clomid, and letro for PCT. And I smoked marijuana while I was doing this which gave me gyno.
I am now stuck with a moon face and a beer belly. I gain weight VERY easily and I only gain it on my face or stomach. People are always constantly telling me that my cheeks are way too fat for a skinny person like me because my legs and arms are skinny. My parents are both REALLy skinny and my dad eats like crap and still won't gain a single pound. That's how I used to be before I started taking roids, I used to eat McDonalds 3 times a day and not gain a single pound.
I tried using the EC stack and clen but the effects are minimal even with my good diet and exercise.
My sex life, well I dont last as long as I used to and its not as enjoyable as I remember it either. The flow of my urine is also very weak. It dribbles towards the end and I cant hold it in as long as I used to.
I'm pretty scared so I went to go see 2 doctors but I feel like they think I'm a hypo. The first one didnt even perform the tests I asked him to. He said there was no point in running a cortisol test because he would be able to tell by just looking at me. He said my prostate is impossible to be messed up at such a young age.
The 2nd doctor stuck his finger up my butt but said my prostate was fine. I dont know if he ran all the tests I asked him to because he was pretty much saying all this was in my head and that my metabolism is supposed to slow down as I get older, but I know that doesn't happen in my family, not for my sister, parents, grandparents, aunts or uncles!
If I took cytadren would it help? Do I have to keep taking it in order to keep my cortisol levels low or does it bring it back to balance after 1 cycle?
I read somehwere low testosterone leads to increased cortisol levels. So I'm guessing I might have low testosterone or excess cortisol left in my system.
I don't have much money because I am a college student, but I took a thyroid panel and cortisol test from directlabs. I have attached an image of my test from directlabs. the triiodothyronine section worries because its pretty much on the edge of being out of range.
I also took this test at around 2pm so my cortisol IS out of range according to the ADULT PM 3.1-16.7 right?
I think I'm going to keep trying new doctors until one actually takes me seriously. Any tips on what to look for in a doctor? age? type of doctor? etc.
Thank you guys kindly in advance.