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    depression after coming off

    i came off like 6 months ago
    my pct was nolva, proviron and caber for 5 or 6 or 7 weeks about
    my balls are back to the natural size
    i have lost some weight but im not upset about it im very happy with my body now so that isnt the issue

    i have no sex drive now, i hardly want to have sex more than once a week, if that
    and i alwasy have this feeling like im bored and there is nothing in life worth it... i have a beautiful girlfriend, a family that loves me, a great job, a great education, a truck and bikes.. i have a lot to live for.. and i know that, but sometimes i just feel like none of those things matter

    im not suicidal or crazy, im not trying to complain or get couciling or pitty, i have never felt like this before im just wondering if anyone has felt like this after coming off and found they took somethign to get over it

    i figured i was just a little off balance still and my body would naturally correct it but after 6 months i think i have to do something myself

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    Quote Originally Posted by one8nine
    i figured i was just a little off balance still and my body would naturally correct it but after 6 months i think i have to do something myself
    I agree with your diagnosis, but something is STILL off!
    However, it should be easily resolved. Go see the doc for testing.

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    Quote Originally Posted by magic32
    I agree with your diagnosis, but something is STILL off!
    However, it should be easily resolved. Go see the doc for testing.

    Best to you.
    yeah i guess that is probably the best solution

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    that's ****ed up bro, good luck !

    how did your cycle looked like ?

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    Maybe your test levels never came back up, go get them checked. If they are low, than that is prob your problem, if they are normal, then it may be something else.

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    Does your family have a history of depression?

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    Go ask your doctor about Zoloft.

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    Quote Originally Posted by one8nine
    i came off like 6 months ago
    my pct was nolva, proviron and caber for 5 or 6 or 7 weeks about
    my balls are back to the natural size
    i have lost some weight but im not upset about it im very happy with my body now so that isnt the issue

    i have no sex drive now, i hardly want to have sex more than once a week, if that
    and i alwasy have this feeling like im bored and there is nothing in life worth it... i have a beautiful girlfriend, a family that loves me, a great job, a great education, a truck and bikes.. i have a lot to live for.. and i know that, but sometimes i just feel like none of those things matter

    im not suicidal or crazy, im not trying to complain or get couciling or pitty, i have never felt like this before im just wondering if anyone has felt like this after coming off and found they took somethign to get over it

    i figured i was just a little off balance still and my body would naturally correct it but after 6 months i think i have to do something myself
    i have the same problem bro... the best thing to do is to get a blood test, i will get my blood test next week, hope every thing is OK

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    Serotonin levels.

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    what was your cycle?

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    189 hope you ge this sorted bro, best of luck

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    i had major depression after my 1st cycle it can be very hard to deal with i was fine after about 2 months and a month later i was back on cycle and this time i had no problems with emotional ups and downs just try to be positive and take it easy

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    I am going through the same thing. In fact I started a thread a while back about the long term use of Tamoxifen because it was the only thing that made me feel "good". Every time I would come off of it, I would get majorly depressed for no reason! So I had some arimidex on hand so I started taking them and I feel a LOT better! It's like someone lifted the black cloud that was following me around for a couple of weeks. My guess is that you are experiencing an estrogen rebound or some type of elevated estrogen levels. I am afraid I will be on some type of anti-estrogen for life but that beats trt and having to stick yourself with a needle twice a week for life!

    I recently ordered some cabergoline and it should be here tomorrow. I was desperate so I thought I would give it a try, seems pretty safe but I am not sure if it will help. Did it help you at all? If so, why aren't you still taking it? I don't think my problem is prolactin but that might be tied in to the elevated estrogen levels that I have been experiencing, not sure about that but I would love to hear any feedback.

    Like the others said, you need to get your blood work checked. I have an appt to see my endo but the earliest he can get me in is the end of November??? Until then I am going to stay on arimidex .25 mg/ed and the cabergoline .5 mg/twice a week.

    Let us know how things go for you, maybe give us an update in a week or so.

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