Okay, I'm 23, I'm 5'4 and only 110 pounds. I'm pretty much tired of alway being the tiniest guy around. I do construction work. It is utterly brutal being my size and keeping up working with the guys around that are much bigger and stronger than I am. Plus I'm tired of always feeling so week all the time. I'm afraid of most of the steroids side effects. I don't want to lose my hair, or anything. But I can deal with it. But someone please help me, I just need to know the safest and least expensive way to bulk up. OH, I have a crappy appetite so I can't gain weight. When I do eat a lot I guess my body just metabolizes it or something. So this is also why I'm turning to steroids.
Once I get my desired size/weight, is it safe to just stop taking steroids and keep working out. Will it enable me to keep the size that I worked to get?
I really appreciate anyone who helps me a lot. I feel almost desperate to get bigger. Thanks.