Plastic surgery screwed up my life
Hello,
Two years ago through strict dieting and cardio I went down from 250lbs of pure fat to a thin 150lbs over a years time. My height is 5'8" and at the time of weight loss I was only 16. Currently I am 175lbs with little fat. I had the problem of having extra skin on my stomach but I also had extra skin on my chest. For a year I hoped for it to go away but finally decided to see a plastic surgeon last spring. He told me that my skin had no chance of shrinking and that the only way to get rid of it was surgery. I had a abdominoplasty and the extra skin from my chest removed last June. I am very dissatisfied with the results. I have pockets of soft fat on both sides of my lower stomach and under each armpit. From having skin removed the skin that was left behind has huge noticable stretch marks which covers most of my chest. My scars are as thick as a pencil and stretch from armpit to armpit with only a 1 inch gap in-between them and also all around my lower stomach. My nipples and naval had to be moved. Now my nipples appear stretched and shaped oddly so they don't even look like human body parts. He also reconstructed my ab muscles because he said they were damaged from being overweight, now I appear to have a huge muscular lump on my upper stomach that I never had before surgery. I have expressed my concerns to the surgeon and he blows them off saying that I will have follow up procedures and not to worry. How the hell am I not supposed to worry when my upper body doesn't even look human! Because of the way I look I have been suffering severe depression and anxiety. This has all lead to some heavy drug usage which isn't of my character at all. I feel life isn't worth living as a freak and thoughts of suicide occur often. Appearance is everything, I am only 19 and I feel robbed of my youth. I plan on seeing another plastic surgeon for a second opinion but I feel as if it's a lost cause. Bodybuilding my body seems to be an oxymoron when I will never be able to be proud of my body.
Sorry for rambling and bitching. I just needed to get this all off of my chest. Anyone else in this situation or who is knowledgeable please give me some advice.
Thanks,
Bigchest1225
MY PROBLEM JUST GOT A LOT BIGGER!!!!
OH MAN AM I IN A PREDICAMENT NOW! I met with the plastic surgeon who performed the surgery today. He has agreed to do all the follow up procedures that the other surgeon recommended. He plans to do spot lipo on my chest and stomach and then after everything settles see if the nipples need moved. My HUGE PROBLEM is that this is all going to take place next tuesday (exactly one week from today) and I am 1 week in on a fina, winny, prop, clen cycle. WTF should I do???? I cant tell him about the roid usage because he may not agree to do the procedures . I am thinking about continuing the cycle through the surgery and doing very very light lifting and cardio post surgery, he said that I should hold off all exercise for at least 4 weeks post surgery. Will this roid stack interfere with the surgery??????? I will drop out the clen and winny because it dehydrates you and they said that dehydration before surgery can make you go into a high fever. Can I stay on the prop and fina just to preserve muscle?????? How about the arimidex and nolvadex I have been taking, can I continue with them? Or should I just drop everything and hit clomid through surgery??? I know that no one on this board can or should give me medical advise but I would just appreciate some opinions. Please help!