Need some serious help for a first cycle.

[Tigershark]

For a first cycle I was going to go with
Week Testosterone (Cypionate or Enanthate ) (optional) Dianabol
1 400 mgs 20 mgs/day
2 400 mgs 20 mgs/day
3 400 mgs 20 mgs/day
3 400 mgs 20 mgs/day
4 400 mgs 20 mgs/day
5 400 mgs
6 400 mgs
7 400 mgs
8 400 mgs
9 400 mgs
10 400 mgs
11 400 mgs
12 400 mgs

This is the cycle I got from the site. However I am finding none of these products on www.ar-r.com. Am I doing something wrong? Also if this cycle is not a good starting one could I get some advice. I loved reading the thread http://forums.steroid.com/showthread.php?t=120894 but I still do not see how the numbers highlighted in blue work.
1 – 10 Enan 500mg/wk
1 – 12 Nolvadex 10mg ED
1 – 12 L-dex .25mg ED

If someone could explain this to me it would be greatly appreciated.

[Ernst]

Ar-r sells research chemicals. They sell tamoxifen (nolvadex ) and anastrazole (that's the L-dex) in solution for scientific research purposes. As far as test goes, it is a controlled substance-- as in illegal unless prescribed by a doctor. That's why ar-r doesn't sell it. Good luck finding that. The numbers you don't understand are weeks. As in week 1 through week 10 testosterone enanthate administered dosed at a total of 500mg per week. And ED means "every day". Does that clear things up okay?

[Mulciber]

that would be a fine first cycle as long as you have everything else in check.
ernst covered the rest of your questions..

[Bad Viking]

hmmmm nolva from week 1-12?

[Tigershark]

Yes this did clear things up thank you. Is there an altenative on the AR-R site that can be used in place of the Enan?
Thanks again for all the help.

[Big]

Yes this did clear things up thank you. Is there an altenative on the AR-R site that can be used in place of the Enan?
Thanks again for all the help.

nope.
careful...