help with next cycle and using d/bol

[wwarrior]

hi im currently planning my 2nd cycle, well my 4th, but can only class as my 2nd really, my first was highly sucsessful gaining 2.5 stone in 12 weeks using 1 ml sutanon 250mg(pakistan organon ones with yellow writing) and 2ml decca pronobol (p+b labs), every other day.
but i then just stopped due to shit going off in my life and depression and lost all gains, my 2nd cycle i stopped after about 5 weeks due to shit going off again and not bothering going training due to depression. the 3rd i belive my suss was shite so stopped.
Now im planning my 4th, i have to do it this time like my first and stick to it, i`m therfore going to treat this like my first and any advice is greatly appreciated, im planning on using again 2ml decca and 1ml suss every other day for 10-12 weeks but would also like to back this up by kickstarting with d/ bol for 3-4 weeks, should i run my decca for 2 wek early and finish it 2 week before the test also?
has anyone got any advice with d/bol or anything else with my plan, or any other suggestions, also any ptc suggestions.
I am going to be on here more lately to try and give myself more encouragment and motivation, witch at the moment is what i am lacking most, but as soon as i start to see my gains come back i know i will love it, i need to do this as ive let myself go the last year, and just seem to stay home smoking weed.
cheers