I am going crazy ! Took me 45 years to be in the best shape of my life. Then I work a weekend and have a work accident. They call it a sports hernia !!! OMG ! So i stop blaming the company and worry about recovery. I have between 1 or 2 weeks before surgery. I hate the thought of losing all my gains over the last 18 months . I stopped the test and deca I was using . Hope I don't bleed out . Not able to disclose to workers comp or surgeon about HRT . Not suppose to lift anything. Now I have to take off lifting for 10 weeks. I'm gonna be the slob I was before ! What's the best way to get past this ??? Only thing that comes to mind is walking until surgery. Try not to get depressed and Eat everything..