dont want this to sound stupid but here goes, i was plannin on doin my first injectible course last month, i bought the stuff in jan an was gettin diet wrokout an lifestyle spot on b4 i started but now its come to doin it av put a stone on nearly already an that was my target anyway. wot it is av been trainin for bout 8 yrs an done 2 4 week courses of dianobol 3 2 yrs ago an kept most of wot i gained but then tore tendons in my shoulder an had 7 months out of gym. i lost a bit of weight an size/strength an got back in gym bout last dec an planned on 4 months back then a course to get back to wer i was at b4. now av found that even without usin anythin am back ther if not more without usin wer as b4 i used dianabol i wud never av reached this weight or size/strength. can a course permantly change ones chemical make up to the point wer they dont need steroids to get back to original size they wer on steroids, if that makes sense