Please HELP me
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2 1/2 years ago palm beach rejevenation ran my bloodwork and concluded that I was both test and hgh deficient.
test serum was around 370L ng/dL
free test (direct) was around 14L pg/mL
They prescribed me test enanthate 300mg a wk and 2 iu's of hgh
After six months of use i could not afford the hgh anymore.
taking the test without the hgh made it tough to sleep. My local dr. prescribed me some ambien. throughout the next 1 1/2 i would alternate between enanthate and cypionate occasionally they would send me some deca. I was taking anatrozole and hcg as recommended by my consultant.
about 9-10 mos ago he told me take test and hcg together then take hcg for a month when coming off the test and then go back on the test and hcg for 3 mos. and hcg by itself for a month then back on test and hcg.
I did this for two cycles then i went off all gear 3 1/2 mos ago. About three or four weeks later I began to feel the exhausted, body aches and bad brain fog. For two mos. everyday from the time I woke up until the time I went to bed these symtoms persisted. I got bloodwork done, thyroid come back ok.
test serum 158 L ng/dL
free test (direct) 3.3L pg/mL
igf-1 271
The rejuvenation center said my low test was causing these symtoms and told me to immediately go back on test and in 4wks i would feel fine.
i took 500mg the first week
and 400 mg for 2 weeks
and so far 200mg the this week
I still feel terrible with all my symptoms continuing with maybe a 20 % improvement.
My family dr. is setting up an appointment with an endocrinologist. He said my hormonal axis is messed up and my pituatary is not communicating with the testes to make test. ( this opinion was based on a recent blood test.)
Family doc thinks i should get off all gear and deal with the symptoms until my body starts producing test again. rejuvenation center thinks i should continue taking test and i will eventually get better.
Please please help. I have no quality of life. Wish I never started this stuff.