Hi guys. I should have posted this along time ago. Its a long story but ill tell you straight. Im 19 years old almost 20 now and i decided to use anabolic steroids in november last year after lifting for two years solid. Now i always new it was a risk because of my age and know that nearly everyone on here is against using steroids untill your at least 21 and thats at least but i decided to go ahead with it anyway after doing over a year of research on them. My cycle was to be a 12 week test only cycle using 500mg of test enanthate a week divided into two shots evey 3.5 days and clomid for PCT.I started the cyle mid november 2008. At first i was getting some good gains when it kicked in around week 4 and didnt really notice any side affects so i stupidly upped the dose to 750mg as i had more than enough and was that happy with the gains i wanted more. Acne was always the main side affect i was worried about even though i had never had acne and neither had my parents it was one i really didnt want to get so i had some benzol peroxide on hand incase. Now this is where things went wrong at the start of week 9 as i was feeling fine getting some good gains and not really getting any acne apart from one or two or other side affects on the 750mg dosage i decided to add 30mg a day of dianabol to my cyle for the final 4 weeks as i wanted more gains. This is where the acne began i started to break out on my face and it was noticeable so i was putting benzoyl peroxide on morning and night and it was helping abit. This is where it gets extemely stupid at the beginning of week 10 i also added Test prop into the cycle as i had some i was to do 100mg EOD so 400mg a week so this would take me to a total 1150mg test a week plus the 30mg dianabol a day. Now i new this was extremely high and stupid but the gains were that good i wanted more and more not thinking about how bad the acne that had started could get. I finished the cyle after 12weeks gaining around 2 stone did my PCT which was clomid for 3 weeks 150mg a day week 1 100mg week 2 then 50mg week 3. By this time my face was a mess no where else just my face i didnt want to leave the house! i visited the doctor and he put me on tetracycline and topical isotretinoin for 6 weeks. i returned after 3 weeks as it was getting worse he agreed and he put me on a very high dose of tetracycline 2000mg a day. it basically did nothing. i was referred to a dermatoligist and started accutane may 24th this year. i have been on ACCUTANE for 20 weeks and still have acne i also have scarring.Im on 85mg a day and in 4 weeks i will have been on this for 6 months. What the hell do you guys think is going on coz this is seriously depressing. I dont understand how 8 months on my hormones havent levelled out? im starting to think ive permantly messed my endocrine system up due to doing a dosage like that at my age? Has anyone experienced this or known someone to? All answers would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.