the problem is not only we hear from kids like you almost every day after they have screwed up but also from kids every day who have not started yet and are convinced nothing will happen to them.
You are to you BECAUSE you are going to screw up your natural test maybe for life, you are going to fuse your growth plates and we are not talking about getting taller but also filling out.
Your diet is NOT good no matter what you think. I was convinced mine was also. If I knew at 19 what I know now I would have been HUGE. I was 110% sure my diet was good, it sucked....
Please stop. do a pct and read the diet section.