I have given this some thought. I personally don't want to take Nandrolone Decanoate since I take the crash pretty hard, for a little while at least. The Decanoate ester would rape me for at least a couple of weeks coming off. NPP however is still one of the choices.
My first cycle was Test and DBol as a kickstart. DBol is nice, however I'm not looking for a lot of water mass, and I'd rather just front load the Test.
Trenbolone is a little too harsh for what I'm looking for as well. I personally don't trust myself with the anger, even on medication. I'm nice, polite, calm and humble about 95% of the time, even at work (Doorman). However I'm one of those guys with a very angry past and I know how bad I can lose it, once I lose it. It's very hard to push me over the edge, but once over that line I'm unable to snap back and I just rage until I burn out. Doesn't happen often, hasn't happened in a year and a half, but I kind of...fear my rage especially with my previous training and now a little bit of a size (6' 5"/230/9% bf). I think I'll keep this option for my 5th+ cycle, once I'm not a novice at cycling anymore.
I'm just looking for suggestions and possible additions to my next cycle, which as of now includes a form of Testosterone, and a second compound which I have not decided yet. Again, not too big on Dbol and Drol. Haven't tried Drol yet, but I'm not looking for a lot of water mass as I have stated above.
Help would be greatly appreciated.