Is it all in my head???!!!!???

**gas35** · 02-09-2010, 04:44 PM

I think I'm looking for some reassurance...

I did my first cycle a few weeks ago, got great results from using 2ml enth and 2ml deca . I only did a four week course but still manage to gain 12lbs (kept 6lbs) which I was extremly pleased with. I know from reading that 4 weeks is a VERy short course and as soon as its just getting round my system im cutting it off. But I took the advice from a close friend who's been doing the same 4 week on, 4 week off cycle for the last 18 months. I used tamoxifen for my PCT and I've now started my second cycle but this time I've replaced the enth with sus. A week before i was due to start my second cycle I developed the symptoms of deca dick. I wasn't too worried as I thought as soon as the sus gets round my body I'll be good to go again. How wrong could I have been!!!

I'm now 3 weeks into my second cycle and things are getting worse. I'm now taking 4ml sus a week and I've cut the deca out completely in the hope that I'll regain some use of the little guy.

Everyone i've spoke to says that I should be mega horny on sus and Im a bit worried that cos I've been doing nothing but reading about deca dick that now its all in my head. I'm not the kind of person who usually reads too much into these things but Id appreciate any advice anyone could offer.

Should I have waited until the deca dick symptoms had gone before using deca again?

Please help I feel like i've lost my mojo

6ft 2" - 15 stone

**Spartans09** · 02-09-2010, 04:50 PM

Dude, u got some bad advice. Sounds like u shut you natty test down during the first 4 weeks and then the test left your system over the next couple of weeks but the deca is still active. It may now take awhile for the sust to build blood levels of test back up to aleviate the broken boner. U really need to rethink this. I don't even really know what to advise you to do at this point. Deca is powerful bro.

**Hard.On** · 02-09-2010, 04:50 PM

That cycle was not well planned out.
I dont even think the deca would have kicked in yet.

Your friend is a reta-rd

I had the same problem when i started aas, i git terrible advice from my friends. So I know how you feel.
You have come to the right place

**MotoLifter** · 02-09-2010, 04:51 PM

i have only read afew other posts where the person had done more wrong or had less clue than you do. besides the nolva at the end of the "cycle" i cant find anything youve done properly.

that being said, without more info about dosages from the other cycle and this one, blood tests, and a slew of other stats. the only thing i can tell you is to grab some viagra or whatever they make for men with ED.

I personaly have never had this problem so i dont know what the stuff is called. but get your knowledge straight before you continue with AAS or your d*ck wont work right ever again.

Moto

**gas35** · 02-09-2010, 04:55 PM

Cheers for the advice boys!! Appreciated.

I went with the guys advice who I had seen myself to have good results, now i'm paying for not listening to what Id read on here for myself.

Ok so should I knock everything on the head and concentrate on a good PCT? Or should I continue to still use the test to get my levels up?

**yungone501** · 02-09-2010, 04:56 PM

Sorry guys...

1 stone = ???lbs

**gas35** · 02-10-2010, 04:50 AM

So going forward then fella's what should I be doing? Should I be knocking the test on the head and doing a good PCT or should I keep using the test to get my levels up?

Thanks

**THEMEATEATER** · 02-10-2010, 05:05 AM

Originally Posted by yungone501

Sorry guys...

1 stone = ???lbs

14 pounds mate. I always use stones when refering to my weight apart from when I use a non uk bb board as normally overseas boards use pounds all the time

**pjpogz** · 02-10-2010, 05:25 AM

i feel for you bro...deca dick in not fun! i've been there before - it actually happened on week 4 for me (test e & deca cycle) - the urge is there but the big guy just wont wake up! lol

it was quite distressing and embarrassing! how ironic too as i was big as bull and looked like i could f*ck 3 women at the same time lol.

i just got some levitra and it fixed it right up! ED meds are not cheap tho but it definitely helped.

from my experience, doctors usually give out scripts for it quite easily.

**gas35** · 02-10-2010, 06:00 AM

Im getting some viagra this weekend but it's not a long term solution, thats why I was wondering if I should hit the PCT and lay of the test or what?

**yungone501** · 02-10-2010, 07:50 AM

Originally Posted by THEMEATEATER

14 pounds mate. I always use stones when refering to my weight apart from when I use a non uk bb board as normally overseas boards use pounds all the time

thanks!

What would you say if you weighed 175lbs? 12.5 stones?

**Mooseman33** · 02-10-2010, 09:26 AM

Originally Posted by gas35

Im getting some viagra this weekend but it's not a long term solution, thats why I was wondering if I should hit the PCT and lay of the test or what?

u should take ur gear and throw it away.
u have no clue what u are doing and our only going to continue to hurt urself.

ur first cycle was a nightmare, nothing right with it.
then u rush into another cycle without recovering ur body.

u are going to regret these choices man...stop taking everything, run a good PCT then go get bloodwork..
and when u think u are ready to cycle again, let ur neighbor hit u in the head with a 2x4 and wait another 5 years....

**gas35** · 02-10-2010, 09:56 AM

Thanks for the advice I'll do that - I'll have a good PCT phase!

I think you're being a little harsh though, I did plenty of reading and did what at the time I thought was the right thing - listen to someone who had PROVEN results rather than people I've never met and for all I know be as clueless as I was. I have made mistakes and I have learnt from them. I have been an active reader of this forum for a long time and this is the first time I've even thought about registering because of how desperate I am but a couple of the posts on here are exactly why I don't post on this site. A lot of newbie's read this site and it can be off putting because its like a public hanging when mistakes are made. Clearly I have made mistakes with losing the use of my d*ck so pointing out the obvious isn't why I registered, believe me you can't make me feel anymore stupid than I already do!

Thank you for the advice and I will take you up on it however I don't think I will be a regular poster as I'd rather speak to people who are willing to give advice without the unnecessary attempts to put people down.

**Rando911** · 02-10-2010, 10:06 AM

Well said, Gas!

**Mooseman33** · 02-10-2010, 10:19 AM

bullshit, u and ur pitty party.
i was in ur shoes, i made huge mistakes and the people on this board helped.
if ur man enough to use AAS then u better be man enough to take the negatives people bring.

there is no way in hell u actively read this board and research when u go and do something like u did, no way.
sometimes people need the ovious pointed out to learn, and guess what, u are one of those people.
this is not nursery school son, u are playing with chemicals that can really hurt u, as u now know.
i gave u advice, and it was good advice, but u said it was harsh, well ur mistakes were stupid, and there is no reason to sugar coat anything when discussing what we are.

now get over it.

**gas35** · 02-10-2010, 11:06 AM

Ok to clarify....

If I'm man enough to use AAS then I have to be man enough to take the negatives people like you bring? I don't know where I signed up for that? Yes I do read this board and as I said in a previous post I decided to take the advice from a guy who I know and who I have seen with my own eyes get good results from. The thing I have learned is that every body reacts different to cycles and substances, my mate hasn't even come close to experiencing the same symptoms as I currently have and he's been doing this cycle for months.

I thanked you for the advice and said I was going to take you up on it. I said I thought you was harsh, not your advice. I'm not asking for sugar coating I'm just looking for the facts without the unnecessary put downs that come with it. This isn't a direct attack on you its just my general opinion of SOME of the users of this board and a couple of them happened to reply to my cry for help but along with your put downs there was some good advice which is better than some of the other users - so again I thank you.

I know there are a lot of very knowledgeable guys on this forum yourself included and I'm VERY appreciative of the advice given all I'm saying is that I personally don't feel the need in the way some of the advice is delivered and that's why I'll more than likely be a silent reader who doesn't contribute as much content as others even though I feel people could learn from my mistakes.

Thanks again.

**Mooseman33** · 02-10-2010, 11:30 AM

i lived ur mistakes young bro...

i had deca dick so bad i wanted to die.....it killed my relationship cause it got to a mental point, and once u think about it, ur dick is dead...

and im still not the same to this day, and that was 3 years ago, maybe alittle longer...

please stick around and learn, and please, if u have any questions feel free to ask me or someone else. we dont get mad at questions we all want to help the young guys or the less experienced...

**gas35** · 02-10-2010, 11:52 AM

Now that's the kind of thing I'm looking for

I am worried for my relationship, you know how women get feeling all unattractive etc. But to be fair it must seem odd for her for it to just drop off like that. That's worrying to hear that you're still not the same after 3 years!!!

I've been doing a lot of reading about PCT cycles and I've got the clomid and nolva on order so I'll make a start on those soon. I do have a question on that. I've not had any deca for two weeks now but as I previously stated I have still been using sus. So from my reading I should be starting my PCT 3 weeks after my last shot of sus. Does the fact that I've not touched deca for two weeks make any difference to the timescales of when I should be starting my PCT?

Also I've read that not even viagra can "lift" a bad case of deca dick? Did you use viagra when you had this problem?

Thanks again