I think I'm looking for some reassurance...

I did my first cycle a few weeks ago, got great results from using 2ml enth and 2ml deca. I only did a four week course but still manage to gain 12lbs (kept 6lbs) which I was extremly pleased with. I know from reading that 4 weeks is a VERy short course and as soon as its just getting round my system im cutting it off. But I took the advice from a close friend who's been doing the same 4 week on, 4 week off cycle for the last 18 months. I used tamoxifen for my PCT and I've now started my second cycle but this time I've replaced the enth with sus. A week before i was due to start my second cycle I developed the symptoms of deca dick. I wasn't too worried as I thought as soon as the sus gets round my body I'll be good to go again. How wrong could I have been!!!

I'm now 3 weeks into my second cycle and things are getting worse. I'm now taking 4ml sus a week and I've cut the deca out completely in the hope that I'll regain some use of the little guy.

Everyone i've spoke to says that I should be mega horny on sus and Im a bit worried that cos I've been doing nothing but reading about deca dick that now its all in my head. I'm not the kind of person who usually reads too much into these things but Id appreciate any advice anyone could offer.

Should I have waited until the deca dick symptoms had gone before using deca again?

Please help I feel like i've lost my mojo

6ft 2" - 15 stone