Emotional breakdowns while on gear

[Wayacrucis]

Alright, this obviously isn't an easy topic for me to address, but its driving me absolutely nuts. I'm 5 weeks into my Test E and D-BOL cycle, this is my first cycle and everything was going fantastic till a couple of days ago.

I've put on almost 15 pounds so far, half way into my cycle and strength gains in the gym are great. Now I'll talk about the hormones. My girl broke up with e about a week ago, I've had a couple of girlfriends in the past, but obviously felt differently about this one. Anyways, in general its pretty easy for me to get over girls, nothing too problematic. Now, like I stated earlier, this is my first cycle and according to my research this is when I should be feeling the impacts of test e at its highest potential.

Since 3 days ago I have random emotional break downs throughout random times of the day. Two nights ago I woke up around 6 a.m and I just wanted to cry. Yeah yeah, I know I might get a lot shit for this, but I don't feel like I'm myself. Yesterday same thing, but during night, I was so depressed I was just stayed home, kept the diet up but I'm always depressed and at the edge of breaking down. Again, I know I might get a lot of shit from this post, but I'm just being honest and I'd appreciate feedback. I'm considering coming off, but at the same time I'm thinking of just going throuhg it, any feed back on gear and hormones, emotional issues, etc?


Thanks.

[laduem88]

first, no one is going to give you sh*t for that. Its perfectly normal to feel that way after a break up.

off to my 2nd point.

DO NOT STOP YOUR CYCLE!!!!!!!!!!! PCT WILL ONLY BE WORSE...TRUST ME!! JUST TAKE YOUR PAIN OUT ON THE WEIGHTS AND HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF YOUR CYCLE YOU WILL BE OVER YOUR EX.

[scorgasm]

don't think it has anything to do with the roids, ive felt the exact same after a bad break up

[AlphaGenetics]

Bro Im in your same shoes right now. Im 7 weeks into a testp cycle, (put on 28 pounds) been bummed about a brake up that happened a month ago, never loved any chick like her, been hurting alot. Im stopping my cycle because I feel gyno coming on to top it off. Hang in there bro, hormones or not love can be ****ed.

[lexruger]

don't think it has anything to do with the roids

WHAT? That Juice Make You Crazy Son!

Jk Just focus on all the good things that you will accomplish with this cycles and how many other women are out there. Come back with a vengeance i say! GL Bro!

[Mooseman33]

How is ur estrogen man. you may want to look into an AI like adex to lower ur estrogen.

No doubt the breakup has u upset, but if ur estrogen is high it will be 200% harder to deal with.

and emotions are crazy on cycle for that reason, are hormone levels bounce around...

good luck man

[BG]

^^BY him gaining 15lbs already sounds like its sky high.

I would start running something right away, no letro.

[ghettoboyd]

i always found myself more determined then ever to reach whatever goal i set to show the bitch im ok and make her regret dumping me....its great revenge when all her friends are dying to **** you cus you look great...

[dec11]

if you liked her its gona be stressful, i wouldnt blame the gear tbh. channel your emotion in2 trainin, you'll bounce back b4 you knw it pal

[turborx7s]

IMO, its a combo of both. Like a couple of the other guys said, hormones are bouncing all over the place, and on top of that, you're dealing with the break-up. I've been in your shoes before too man, but I would have to say, that the random support of 10 strangers would be very encouraging to me. Focus on the mission.

[Wayacrucis]

^^BY him gaining 15lbs already sounds like its sky high.

I would start running something right away, no letro.

This is what I'm thinking... I have some adex on hand =/

[redz]

Start taking some adex asap. Should help a ton, hit the weights hard and you will start to feel better.

[alpmaster]

Been in your same shoes when I was on tren dude, it was seriously tough. Didn't feel like doing shit for a couple days, just moping around like a sorry b1tch. But you gotta trust us dude, it goes away. Soon your hormones are going to be a lot more stable, and you need to hang out with friends and family and you'll be over it really quickly.

Think about how young you are, no point in wasting time being sad over someone who didn't think your relationship together was worth it.

[hunterwells]

ya dude, dont allow yourself to be alone too much, surround urself with friends and family...if u cared about her its totally normal to feel this way, and dont do anything stupid like drink a whole bottle of whiskey or take a bunch of vicodin. Itll pass and before u know it a new girl who is way better will be all over u.

good luck bro

[Wayacrucis]

Thanks for the input guys, hopefully all goes well.

[supermanfw]

go to clubs and be a player...thats always make me feel better

[Hack da Squat]

Pump harder bro THE POWER iS iN THE 1 WHO CARES LESS, get bigger get riped an play all day bro dont think of her dont contact her shell come runing back, I get depressed hard coming off but i stop thinking bwt what it is thats making me like that,

[kraftmac]

Probly not the juice man, Dbols made me a angry son of a bitch lol. Wasnt emotional. Yeah dont stop your cycle man, clomid is a bitch... literally..

[BIG KAY]

i had the same problem with anxiety attacks when i started enanthate . i got on some zoloft and i havent had any problems since. zoloft (from what im told) is one of the better anti depressants to use on cycle..... followed by prozac. i take 100 mg e/d and it kills it no problem. id look into some help man, theres no reason to suffer. haha, it makes it hard to cum though.... kinda wierd.

[Teufel_Hunden]

The gear can make you an emotional roller coaster if you don't know how to handle it properly. Make sure you are telling yourself that it is all in your head.

[EXSEAL1]

Just think it was the girl bro. Finish your cycle and just take it one day a time...good luck man. Keep us posted

[Bullnutz]

don't think it has anything to do with the roids, ive felt the exact same after a bad break up

Oh yes it can!I can get sad watching a wilderbeast get his ass eaten on animal planet and 10 min.later I'm fine hormone levels can cause a roller coaster of emotions even roadrage.Break ups are the worst.Once the pain goes this guy could tear someone a new ass.Ex-Seal.Wouldnt want to be on his bad side.

[Bullnutz]

Alright, this obviously isn't an easy topic for me to address, but its driving me absolutely nuts. I'm 5 weeks into my Test E and D-BOL cycle, this is my first cycle and everything was going fantastic till a couple of days ago.

I've put on almost 15 pounds so far, half way into my cycle and strength gains in the gym are great. Now I'll talk about the hormones. My girl broke up with e about a week ago, I've had a couple of girlfriends in the past, but obviously felt differently about this one. Anyways, in general its pretty easy for me to get over girls, nothing too problematic. Now, like I stated earlier, this is my first cycle and according to my research this is when I should be feeling the impacts of test e at its highest potential.

Since 3 days ago I have random emotional break downs throughout random times of the day. Two nights ago I woke up around 6 a.m and I just wanted to cry. Yeah yeah, I know I might get a lot shit for this, but I don't feel like I'm myself. Yesterday same thing, but during night, I was so depressed I was just stayed home, kept the diet up but I'm always depressed and at the edge of breaking down. Again, I know I might get a lot of shit from this post, but I'm just being honest and I'd appreciate feedback. I'm considering coming off, but at the same time I'm thinking of just going throuhg it, any feed back on gear and hormones, emotional issues, etc?


Thanks.

Dude I feel for you!I went through breakups while on cycle and got assault cases on the same day.I would go to your Dr.and tell him everything.A anti-depressant would take the edge off BIGTIME.Good Luck and try no to get pissed.

[EXSEAL1]

Use the breakup to your advantage and kill the gym brother man. No offense to the ladies but they come and go...just like us men... Thats me though

[tylerrrman]

Lmao so true. Not exactly what this guy needs to hear right now i don't think tho. Well, who knows we all take breakups differently. Kill those weights tho!!

[PetrX]

Im going through the same thing bro..and worst part is I ****ed it up for no reason and we work out at the same gym and at the same hours so um yea haha pretty strange stuff.. I was bummed out the first 3 days but then used it to hit the gym harder and just stay in my own world.. I catch her peaking and glancing over a couple times haha which makes it kinda interesting... Just finish it out the cycle and try to think about the positives in life and the outcome results and that should help get you through the days. Good luck bro

[bjpennnn]

turn that negative energy into a positive and dominate the weight room.