Alright, so this is my story thus far. And to some, this may just be another thread they overlook, or just glance at, then go on with their lives, but im hoping, maybe someone out there has/ or maybe is in my situation right now. Just someone to help me through all this would mean the world to me.
This is my problem. Its so hard to find help these days in certain touchy areas such as "steroids". I mean who does a young kid like me go to these days with questions like this? See, im only 16. But at 16, i've gone through alot. Alot more then most. And its brought me to this site today. Growing up life was good, as a young kid, all that matters is having fun. But as life goes on, its get alot more complicated. Like anyone else, i judge people. Maybe on looks, maybe on how they act. But lately, its me whose been getting judged alot. About my weight. No, im not overweight. The exact opposite actually. I'm, 5'11, maybe 6'0, but only way 138 lbs. To refer to me as skinny would be an understatement. I have no weight to me at all. I couldnt fill out a t-shirt to impress one girl for the heck of me. I wish i could be out hitting on all the chicks, just living life. But its embarrasing to even try, because who wants to talk to some tall, skinny guy? No girls that I know. atleast not the ones i want to get the attention of. So it occured to me awhile ago that i need to bulk up. And trust me i've tried. Push ups, situps, working out, eating more. But i have a really high metabolism, and gaining any sort of weight is nearly impossible. I've been staying at 138-140 for 2 years now. And i dont know where else to turn. Nothings working.
This is when steroids crossed my mind. Im not a person to look for the quick fix when a situation gets hard, but in this case, i dont know what else to do. Lately, i've been hearing rumors going around about kids who use some sort of steroids, or HGH. and even tho they all deny them, with their huge sudden weight gains, its hard to believe them. So i thought, hey, if i can look like that, then why not?
But here's where im worried. Side effects. I've heard about all the pro's of steroids or hgh, and its impressive. But sometimes, the cons or negatives seem to outway them. But the funny thing is, when i see all the kids who have used such, gaining all this weight, looking happy, and having no bad side effects. It makes me wonder if the bad side effects are even something to worry about, or just a way for people to try and scare people from using steroids. And trust me, its worked. Things like enlarged head, heart problems, depression, and roid rage, seem like their knocking at my doorstep. I dont know rather to believe them, or just get over them. So my question is...
Whats real and whats not?
Would taking steroids at my age (16) be worth it at all? Yes or no?
Will i regret it.
Im definently willing to work, and im a very dedicated person.
And money isnt a problem.
I just need to know.
Steroids- Yes or No?
I cant go on living like this anymore. Its killing me
Anyone. Please help.