Hi, Let me first say that I apologize if I haven't followed protocol, but I have read and read and can't find exactly what I'm looking for and I think my situation is slightly different than most I've read about.
To the point:
I'm fixing to be 40, starting to get flabby, not feeling very manly, suffering from the mid life blues I guess. I get disgusted when I look at myself in the mirror. I have thoroughly confused myself on what I need/want/don't want.
I won't to feel more manly with slight muscle gain/definition with minimal side effects/liver damage/acne/hair loss/etc. I'm prone to acne/hairloss anyways and I don't need to deal more with this if possible.
I know there are good/bad in about everything I've read about, but I want a simple cycle that will not give me tits, acne, limp pecker, libido problems, etc.
Currently I don't work out except for pushups in the morning, but I will have access to a nice gym coming up in a couple of weeks.
Also, I am a family man with a fairly public job so I don't want to get myself caught. I have looked at two sources that seem legit, one sells *******. I know you can't mention sources on here, but I guess I will just take a chance on what I think is legit based on lots of research.
Any recommendations based on my profile would be most appreciated.
40 yo male
192 lbs
5'-9"
work out rarely, looking to start (with aas help?)
bicycle/walk 2-3 times/week