addicted to sust

[shennen]

I am on week 7 of a strong sust cycle, and just been on top of the world since I strted. This is my second cycle, but the first didn't even slightly compare. I **** better, look better, feel better, get more attention from pretty girls, eat healthier, generally better mood, confident and I really feel like this is bettering myself and a reason to wake up everyday. This is better than any anti depressant I've everr used and then some. I'm mentally pretty stable but deal with a lotta issues from my past. Since I found aas, I haven't been using anti dep. Or drinkin and using drugs as much.

The problem is, I'm just eating it all up, and feel strong emotions of sadness when thinkin about pct and ending my cycle. I don't want to do perma dmg, so I'm planning on doing twelve weeks, but I can already tell it won't be long until my next cycle, which I already have planned out, and involves more sust. I know I'm not actuaally addicted, but I have no desire to feel shitty like I used too.

I guess I'm posting this to see what some guys used off cycle?

[big_ron]

you need to run a proper pct
clomid 100/100/50/50
nolva 50/50/20/20

you can buy these from the website advertised in the banner in the top right of the site

you also need to stay off for aslong as you where on
and guess what during pct you may feel shit/depressed more than before. just a warning. cycling is not your cure, altho it does help. but you need to respect the drug and your body or you can mess yourself up.

[BIG_GUNS_21]

Maybe you where naturally low on test before you started...What you may want to do is when you come off, stay off for a good while and do proper PCT...When you have been off for say 90 days or so go get your blood levels checked and see if you are a candidate for TRT. I know I am natually low and when off I feel very down, depressed, joints and low back hurts, I get a lot of the systoms of low test and my blood work shows I am low.

When Im on I feel the same as you. top of the world and not an ache or pain. But for some reason in my area it is REALLY hard to get TRT and the doc keeps wanting me to try new anti depressants as well (which I hate the feel and the sides of)

[ScotchGuard02]

What's your stats? Are you a candidate for TRT or HRT?

[FuzzyPeaches o.O]

Just my 2 cents and please do not take this negatively. But you need to address whatever your root cause is, whatever is causing your "depression". Simply switching drugs is not the answer. I think it is awesome that you are feeling good and you are taking better care of yourself. However, as you already know you cannot cycle year round. Just something to think about.

[dec11]

i would get tested as stated above. i used to have the blues quite alot growing up and tried this tht and the other to no avail but now tht im on trt ive no blues at all. i suspect id been suffering low test for quite some time

[FuzzyPeaches o.O]

i would get tested as stated above. i used to have the blues quite alot growing up and tried this tht and the other to no avail but now tht im on trt ive no blues at all. i suspect id been suffering low test for quite some time

Exactly. Perhaps your situation is caused by low T and then cycling year round might be possible. Just try to address the cause and not the symptoms.

[fleck]

its the same for all of us. I wouldnt do too much pal its not worth it, its like if you do something that you like too much eventually you dont enjoy it anymore and the enjoyment kind of wears off. But if you keep it to every so often you will continue to enjoy it and make good progress.
all the best.

[FuzzyPeaches o.O]

its the same for all of us. I wouldnt do too much pal its not worth it, its like if you do something that you like too much eventually you dont enjoy it anymore and the enjoyment kind of wears off. But if you keep it to every so often you will continue to enjoy it and make good progress.
all the best.

I truly believe what you said is one of the keys to life.. Everything in moderation, as soon as you exceed this that is when problems start occurring.

[shennen]

Just my 2 cents and please do not take this negatively. But you need to address whatever your root cause is, whatever is causing your "depression". Simply switching drugs is not the answer. I think it is awesome that you are feeling good and you are taking better care of yourself. However, as you already know you cannot cycle year round. Just something to think about.

First off, Thanks everyone for the advice, very helpful words.

Big ron, I adjusted my pct slightly to make match your suggestion, my plan was a slightly lower dose but yours looks more legit with others posted on here.

Big guns, I will definately look into my natty test levels before another cycle as I can honestly say I have never even considered the possibility. Ive been on and off every single anti depressant ever made, and absolutely hate zombie mode. This is the first time Ive felt....normal? Like this is what I should feel...maybe not all the time, but at least sometimes naturally.

Fuzzy, i completely agree that switching drugs is not the answer, but educated professionals who get paid big bucks tell me otherwise, so I take what they give me, and as stated above, generally have sides that make me feel like i have 0 emotion, 0- good 0 bad 0 anything. Life just becomes a blur.
Funny that free advice on a steroid board may be the answer. I know everyone feels similar to this when ON cycle, but im talking about how low I feel OFF cycle.

Ive just started lookin into HGH, but have very little knowledge at this time, but ill get around to the research and post my ideas for that in another thread.

Thanks again everyone

[FuzzyPeaches o.O]

Best of luck to you!