Hey guys what's up, I apologize ahead of time for my ignorance but I am completely new to the idea of steroids. Heres my background....former 157 amateur boxer whos first passion will always be boxing but can no longer compete even with my stellar record. After boxing I began weight training as my only other interest in staying in shape and have done so religiously for the past two years. Like I said I was 157 and after dieting and weight training I am now 6' 235 lbs. My body fat is slightly up because I am trying to put on mass but my ab lines are still slightly visible. I bench 405 and dead lift 565. This all came very quickly because I was blessed with great genetics and natural athletic strength and ability. I never thought I would take steroids and was ignorant enough to believe that the guys on flex magazine didnt either but now two years in I am learning many things. I am interested in starting a cycle. Probably just a testosterone cycle but heres the thing.....I am from a small town, I am the biggest guy around and everyone thinks I take steroids as it is. Nobody does things like that here and I don't know where to buy steroids or the post cycle therapy stuff (I have been reading a bit). I assume sharing on this is probably prohibited so if anyone could my email is and websites or any other ideas would be greatly appreciated. Or if it's not against policy post places here and I'll check back, I don't have the hook up from where I am but would love to see the results I could get. Also once again, sorry for my ignorance as a new guy and after re-reading this I sound egotistical but thats really not the case. Just trying to share my background. Thanks