cycle too long i messed up!

[gbdt]

ok so here it goes im 28 been working out off and on since i was 16 been really serious the last 4 years, been on and off pro hormones the last 3 years, this was my first aas cycle.

so ive been on test e since march started at 500mg a week ramped up to about 1000 a week stayed at 1000 for abiout 2 months and 3 weeks ago dropped to 500 again noticed a little loss of sex drive and erections arent as hard, will that stay like that until my natty test comes back? among other things acne hair growth etc.
have pact in the mail first one got seized so been on cycle way longer than expected hopefully ill see the pct in a month or so
so my questions: is the length and amount of test ive taken going to permanantly screw my natty test up?
how long will i be shut down?
should i hit hcg b4 pct?
any info would b great thx!

and my pct will be hcg clomid nolva arimidex 4 4 weeks probably longer on the clomid and nolva not really sure

[PistolStarta]

your natty test isnt going to come back while still suppressed by test.

[redz]

Why would you do that to your self? you may have messed yourself up permanently. Do a pct and get some blood work done a month or 2 after that.

[warlord_wang]

Holy shit since march :O what were your gains?

[gbdt]

ya i know i dont know wtf i was thinking......... the gains were gd tho. but def gunna see a doc soon and hopefully get my pct soon. im freaking out lol

[iceman86]

first cycle?

[Inquisitor]

Are you supposed to ramp up Testosterone like that ?? I was of the belief that you should stay at the same dose to maintain homeostasis in the body. I thought that ramping up like that would be bad for blood pressure amongst many other things.

[delta1111]

I'm not condoning what you have done, but if it makes you feel any better: I have a friend that was on for 3 years solid then came off for about a year to have a baby with his gfriend and she is now pregnant and he says his sex life is completely normal. Everyone is different though.
Good luck.

[gym_junki]

I would def hit hcg u need it, if u can get it now than start it asap and you will have to hit it hard the first week to kick start your system since it's been shut down for too long. 1000iu the first week split into two shots than drop down to 500iu split into two shots a week for 3 weeks, and you will need an aggressive pct nolva 100/50/50/25/25 clomid 100/50/50/25/25 I would do a 5 week pct not 4. Ten weeks after your pct I would go get a blood test to see where ur levels are at. But 100% hcg u need it. Also never start a cycle without having ur pct on you. Good luck keep us posted

[deladude]

i doubt u ****ed yourself up too bad just on test. i've got a buddy who has been on high doses of test-e since he was in highschool and he's in his 30's now. he spent all summer off n had no problems at all.

[gymnerd]

Just hit some hcg right before you come off in a decent dose then do a 6-8 wk pct you should be fine IMO just take a little while to recover

Its smart to keep your cycles short and come off pct but ppl really go overboard with the doomsday predictions. Dont listen to them it is what it is just do like I said you should be OK

[RipTheJacker]

damn...how much did you gain?