Please help . feeling terrible

[Benpdell]

Hi all,
I finished my first 10 weeks cycle , followed by PCT , two weeks after my last Test en Shot. I didnt gain much weight but I reduced body fat to almost 7% . which I'm really happy about. But even after pct which took almost 4 weeks , Im still feeling weak and my sex life is completely dead. I cant lift heavy any more and I feel kind of depressed all the time. please guide me and let me know what should I do. here is my infos

Test En (500/week) 10week
Dbol 30 mg first 4 weeks


PCT , (two weeks after last shot) for 4 weeks

20 mg NOV ED
Clomid 50 ED
Aromasine 25 mg EOD
B6 250 ED
minerals ED
Vitamin E , ED


I'm 200LB , and 41 years old


Thanks so much for your time.

[Necrosaro]

At what time did you start feeling like this? Have you ever felt like this before?

[lifteatsleep]

A lot of people get this, including myself.
I've found it isn't a case of having physical issues (although it can be), but what I can best describe it as 'coming down from a high'.
Being on steroids feels great! Not being on them is depressing in comparison. You get over it once your training somewhat normalises.

[marcus300]

How many cycles have you done in the past?
Have you had blood work done?
At your age it get harder and harder to recover an already depleting system
get blood work done

[chi]

Like a lot of members already mention elevated test levels being about a feeling of well being which is hard to replicate when you are at normal levels after completing PCT. To put your mind at ease why not get some blood work done to determine if you are at normal levels.

Also something that works wonders for me for a little sertonin boost is SAM-E. I have tried 5htp in the past but swear by SAM-E and take it daily with my multi and omega 3. Here is the wiki link to it.
http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&sourc..._V3DXQ&cad=rja

[Flier]

Informative post!!
I´m starting my first cycle myself, The same as you, but I will eliminate Dbol, as a member here suggested I do that.
I posted a thread asking for 1´st cycle side effects, and I´m waiting for answers. But stories like yours, along with success stories of course, is what I´m looking for before I start. One difference is , I will be on HGH during the cycle.
I´m puzzled by why you did not gain weight???? I would expect you to pack on 20 lbs of muscle as a result of that cycle!
How was your diet?
If I were you, I would immediately contact an Andrologist,or if u can´t find, an Urologist in your area, get your blood drawn, and follow his/her protocol. Time to stop self medicating, and let he professionals take charge!
My Andrologist says it may take 3 months for your own hormones to balance themselves. But the more you f... with it, the more you throw yourself off balance. I´m currently havi´n my blood drawn once per month, and will be doing that through and after my cycle to observe my values, and let my Andrologist decide when and how much PCT I need to stabilize my endo system as fast and safe as possible. There are so many of these PCT substances which can perform what they call "negative loop", and will be hurting you more than helping you. Get with a specialist tomorrow!
Don´t worry about feeling depressed...of course you are depressed. Like a previous poster said, you´re coming off an incredible high. And affecting you even more....lack of libido. A hard d... is what make a man, a man.....sadly we think, but it is what it is. Good news is, your Libido will come back, and magically the depressed feeling will vanish. Be patient, and get with the doc, you´ll feel a lot better in another month.
Keep us updated on your progress.

[Benpdell]

Thanks so much all, I believe you are all right , the best is to get the blood work done.

[dec11]

Thanks so much all, I believe you are all right , the best is to get the blood work done.

yep would be best.

i started to feel like tht after cycles and it got worse and worse as each one went by