A little of my background. I'm 18 y/o, 2 months until I'm 19. Around 6'1 or 6'2ish and weigh in at 128lbs. I've been struggling to gain weight for years now. My height had kicked in at around 16 but my weight never followed. I've tried slamming the food back as much as possible but was never seeing real gains. Might I add I was also working out regularly but also no gains in the gym. The only supplement that I actually gave a try was Whey Protein. I'm very self conscious about my weight.(mistake #1) I got to the point to where I was willing to try anything.
A couple buddies of mine were using steroids and really getting some gains. They started out at my size and are now giants in the gym. I seen this and was blown away, of course they were not experiencing any nasty side effects so I said WHAT THE HECK! I got me a bottle of testosterone. To be more specific though, the gear I received is called Enantat QV 250. (mistake #2) I got pretty pumped up about the idea of BIG gains fast.
Last week I finally took the jump and injected 1cc. The result of this seemed pretty good, I seemed much more energetic and my eating habits seemed to change drastically. I'm currently on week two, I injected my last shot on Tuesday. Again, my eating habits are still staying up and I'm having no problem putting away food like it's' nothing. (mistake #3) I decided to do more extensive research after already injecting something I knew little about into my body. I've realized that terrible mistake I've made and wish no more of it!
I don't plan to take anymore shots. I know that I've only taken two shots but from what I've already read, chances are my body has already quit producing testosterone. So now for my questions.
Question #1- What do I have to expect after quitting with the injections even after just 2 shots?
Question #2- I know that the gear I have is long acting testosterone, so is it a great possibility that my eating habits changing was all just a big part of my mentality on what I was expecting?
Question #3- I seem to be experiencing very early stages of gyno. The symptoms are soreness around the nipples, puffy nipples but thats just about it. What should I do to combat just the early stages of this? Also, these symptoms just came out of the blue last night.
I understand that my decision was very immature and I should not have stooped to such a low level for the age I'm at. Please don't flame me with rude comments. I'm simple here for advice on what to do, I don't know anywhere else to turn because obviously my friends are very wrong. I suppose this will just be one of those life lessons that I really wish I would've never had to experience!
Thanks for any feedback.