Sounds like u got enough pounding for starting the cycle without doing more research ..hehe.

The only thing I agree with, is it is bad cycle, not first, just a bad cycle period.

But, that u deserve what´s coming to you, and horrible planning etc, I don´t agree with.
Nobody "deserves" anything, and for all we know you may have gotten "expert" advise from the big old boys by the free weight section, and u would have no real good reason to not take this as good advise.

The past is the past, U´ve already done the right thing, and barely never started the Var and Winny, so you´ll be ok.

Start PCT 21 days after your last Sust.
Keep up with your diet and training, knowing there will be some tough days during and after PCT while your body is finding Homestasis.