hey guys i am 18 and im trying to use hgh or steroids, i have been reading about it for months and i know all the sides im going to have to go through. Should i use hgh or steroids? if i were to use a low dosage for either hgh or steroids would it mess me up in the long run when im like 45? what kind should i use? how much should i use? thanks a lot!(i eat like a horse and work out 5 days a week, i know you guys don't recomend it but it looks like using either is the only way i could get to where i need to be.)