First, a little about me. I've read quite a bit about what many steroids do (and have seen the effects from numerous buddies at the gym on them) I watch them grow and shrink because they just take things all "willy nilly". I want to do this right. I've read about side effects and PCT. I've also read just about all I can take of the stickies.
I am 31 years old, 5'8" 189 lbs. 16% BF. I have been lifting for years.. all through High school, college, while in the Marines. A few breaks here or there but mainly in the gym. I can cut and get down in the 170s with very low body fat and look great, I can let my diet go or watch my diet and bulk... However for the last 2 years I decided to just bulk and see how strong I can get. ( Ive done this numerous times over the years and never getting any much stronger than this.) I feel like Im at my natural peak..
my bench is 325, squat 380. (some days Ill just throw on 225 and rep it till I die if my back is bothering me)I do not dead anymore and wont go any heavier on squats. Two pinch nerves in my back and couple disks messed up (from the Marines mostly, but probably due to bad form in high school who knows). Im comfortable with 380 on squats to keep my form and my back in good shape. I stopped doing deads 3 years ago and wont go back to them either.
I take everything that is recc. Ive read so many things.. BCAAs Glut etc you name it. I understand how fat is important in a diet etc. Dont want to spike insulin levels etc... its just no matter how hard I try I never get any stronger than what Im at.
Sorry for the wall of text but Im just trying to answer some questions that you pro gear users might ask. This will be my first cycle... I plan on ordering ASAP. I have my blood test coming up in a week (which I only get every other year) for my job. After that its on.
my goals:
Gain strength/mass without alot of water weight. However I dont want to look like crap come summer. I want to stay away from Dbol etc. Would prefer only inject because of liver. (although it will be my first time ever sticking myself with a needle. They dont bother me really so I guess Im just worried most about hurting myself by hitting something)
what ive been thinking of ordering:
Test-E as a base.. cant really think of anything else.... maybe arimidex and some good PCT. Nolvadex? Clomid?
I honestly have no idea how to cycle it all etc. I def want to prevent gynocomastia. I also want my body to produce test naturally after my cycle. If I gain enough strength I am happy with I will consider another cycle for strength or right to cut.
Truly appreciate the time anyone takes out of their schedule to help a gear noob out. Ive waited until Im in my 30s to do it, hoping it pays off.
edit: I recently had a cortisone injection for my back. If cortisone is bad to mix with anabolics I wont get my next one.