I see a bunch of guys on here talking about "yo this is my 4th cycle, stats: 6'0 185 lbs, 16% bf..." Most of the guys who post on here have results that could be attained naturally, without AAS. Now I realize that these guys that ask these questions are off cycle and have probably shrunk down significantly from their on-cycle stats. But it seems that they keep shrinking down to their original size, without keeping much gains at all. I know that some of them didn't do proper PCT and HCG during cycle, but it can't be that the majority of them are doing it wrong all the time.
Since I have been back at my parents' house for vacation, after being gone from home for 4 months, I went back to the same gym I always went to. I see the same guys there. I see the guys who, when I left, were on cycle with a red face and zits and a fuller look. Obviously steroids. Then I see them now, and they're smaller than I am! Then I see the guys who never got off steroids and they look like they did 4 months ago. Some of the bigger guys who were much bigger than the regular gym rat I don't even see around anymore. Wonder what happened?
The one question I always had and never was really answered was "Will any gains be kept in the long run after a cycle?" A lot of guys say "it depends."
My dilemma is a question of purpose. Is there a purpose to doing a cycle if you are going to shrink back to your original size afterward? I can't seem to justify spending hundreds of dollars on something that will give you temporary results with the added bonus of possible gyno, testicular atrophy, hair loss, libido loss, HPTA damage, etc.
Most of the guys on here seem to have shortsightedness. They want to talk about the NOW, not the AFTER. I have yet to run into a knowledgeable member who can respond genuinely about their experience and provide reasoning for their actions. Maybe this is because people like me who ask questions, research, look at the short term benefits versus the long term consequences - don't do steroids. Most of my friends who do steroids seem to have the same common trait: Shortsightedness. They're always talking about their next cycle, but honestly, I don't see them making any real progress. The only time they are bigger than their natural size is when they're on. When they're off, it's back to square one.
I was contemplating doing steroids at one point, but now I'm not so sure. It just doesn't make sense to me. What's the point? Unless I plan on blasting and cruising for the rest of my life, I likely won't keep any of my gains since I'm already at or very near my genetic potential. If I do a cycle, it will be experimental and for the purpose of self educating myself and answering this question alone.