felt like crap ever since the cops took my dbols..

some of you know of my situation last weekend. Since I have no anti-estrogens and dbol now, I feel TERRIBLE. 100 times more depressed then ever, no motivation, zero enthusiam in an aspect of life.

I cant get over the crappy experience i had (if you dont no do a search or goto www.gymchat.com for longer info)

i felt it changed me into something less??? maybe im just messed up with chemcial inbalance...

help motivate me!

Stop your bitching! Get your fucking ass into that gym before i drive my ass up to that waste of space called canada and kick your ass all the way to the squat rack. Did that motivate you eh? ;)

haha, atleast i found that funny

:)

ill beat your ass iron horse, get in the F*CKING gym!

youre fine, seriously, its just a mental thing. just motivate yourself.