Trying to get back to it
Hi
After a 2 yr battle with painkillers I'm now clean and want to get back to it. I was in pretty good shape. Some called huge ( not bragging but just stating so you know where I'm coming from ). Seems like I don't have the energy or the drive when I'm
Lifting Tried as few boosters to try to get. If I were a baseball player I would be in a slump. I realize nothing is going to to get me as crazy in the gym but like a bad relationship did but I want that back. I know a good cycle of Test would do me I think but I want to cut as well. I'm 42 and at one time 3 years ago was in the best shape of my life confident and energetic and stretching shirts in a good way. Just want to get this back. Any advice on dosage and cycles would be appreciated.
Age 42
Ht 6'2
Wt 285
Cyle exp 0000
Bf% More than I want I got some fat to shed not sure