Hello I'm 20 and was strongly thinking about doing a Test E 500mg ew Cycle.
In fact, i have already bought everything (Test, Nolva, Clomid, needles etc.) except my AI arimidex.
This may seem like an odd request, but could you guys please link me articles concerning AAS side effects while being 20, so i won't feel so bad about wasting alot of money. I know i will be thankful that i didn't use AAS at such a young age later in life, but right now i have gone from being totally certain of using AAS to being highly doubtful/leaning towards not using. The reason i'm suddenly leaning towards not doing AAS right now, is that i know i can achieve what i strive towards with natural training and a balanced diet. I would probably be disgusted with myself if i took AAS now, since i am no where near my genetic border(?) and i would feel like i cheated myself if I used AAS at this time. I also read alot of posts concerning steroid use when under 25, and that also played a major role in my decision, since i'm at a point in my life where my test production is already relatively high. My initial thought was to use AAS to get my body back in shape again, after 2 years of being mildly depressed, going to alot of parties (binge drinking), and not training seriously. Knowing that i would begin a cycle, forced me to a strict diet, no drinking, and training seriously regularly. This phase also showed me that if i continued this pattern, i would grow without AAS and its side effects.
I would like to thank the members on this board that don't condone AAS use at an early age and many of your postings regarding side effects at a young age pulled me back to reality. I had become dazzled by the effects of steroid use and its quick transformation of the body, that i did not think about the impact that i could have on my natural test production and other side effects.
Now back to my 1st sentence regarding links to side effects. I have been imagining how i was going to look at the end of my cycle for the past month, so it has been quite a confusing day, since it was today that i changed my mind about using AAS. I'm still kind of split and having spent money on AAS and having it sit on my desk next to me is making this decision more difficult. So i need some reaffirming that my decision was the correct one.
Thank you in advance
-Kasper