again - you are right...
its just - i started to train when i was 15... i was 147lbs... after 3-4 years i was 202lbs and my progress stopped... as i researched, the natural limits of ones body are gaining 30-55lbs depending on genetics... i have really bad ones, and i already had gained the max i am talking about.
its not like i could just continue growing forever untill im 30... in most cases, you can reach your max in a few years...
so i started to cycle... at first i was afraid of everything and then i just saw that its not that bad... i didnt do any pcts(have never done the in 4 years of drug use) i had never had any real side effects... had some gyno - that went away in a few weeks... had some worse gyno once, which didnt go away - but it went away when i started new cycle...
i had never experienced any changes in my libido - on or off cycle... if there are some, they are small and for very short period of time...
testicular shrinkage - lil bit... but the balls come back in a month and bigger/better than ever, lol
i want to be healthy and safe, but i also dont want to be stuck with shit 202lbs for 10years...
i have actually never really felt any health problems on my body so i tend to belive that if you take time off enough, its not that bad... maybe i will die after a year or so - i dont know, but for now - i dont see any other way to achieve what i want to achieve.
so, im telling you this so you would understand that - i can relate to all these guys... even the one who wants to be Zyzz... i dont like Zyzz too much, but i know that this guy has a dream, and i have one.
What do you suggest? I should stop now, lose all my progress i have made over the next 10 years, waiting for my 30's to hit?
i dont really know that its the life i wanna live for next 10 years.
and also - i have never seen anyone get any health problems because of roids...
you can even look at pro wrestlers - most of them are alive and kicking at their 40-45 althou they were on roids at their 19...
older guys have random problems and some of them die - yes... but guys who are not bodybuilders and dont use roids have the same problems at the same age and some of them die also... so - why should we think that the bodybuilders were killed by roids? maybe they would get the same disease without roids just like most of the people in the world do?