What's up fellas? I'm Curtis & I'm 22 years old. I had a brother by the name of Scott King who used to post here a lot. He was a beast in the gym & loved working out. He got a lot of quality information from this site so I decided I'd try it out. His username was Sking101. In March 2009, he passed away. He was running a cycle of Test, I believe when he passed. He wrecked his Silverado one night, ran home from the scene, when the cops came to the door, he ran upstairs and shot himself. He was a Marine. His best friend shot himself four months earlier & his gf was in Vegas ****ing around on him. He was drunk. Idk if the test had anything to do w/ it but can imagine it did. I was 18 at the time. Hardest thing I've gone through in my life & ever will. Miss the shit out of him. I was 140 pounds at the time. I was too depressed to eat & was pretty hopeless for the first year. I'm 6'1". I finally kept praying to God for strength & finally got my skinny ass in the gym to start lifting...for my brother & for myself. Also, my ex & 2 year GF at the time cheating on me w/ black dudes helped my motivation too. I wanted to become better. I've been lifting for the past 2.5 years or so, & now I'm at 192 from 140. I go 5-days a week & my goal has been to get up to 200 pounds and bench 300 pounds. It's been hard. I need to eat more meals. I have been working for UPS the past month & they don't have time for lunch breaks. I bring a protein bar & sandwich but I hate it bc I'm losing weight. I ran dieselbolan (test booster) for a while, but I was running it wrong. Only taking 1 pill a day instead of 2. Just got off of it about 6 weeks ago. I reccommend it I felt like a beast on it. I'm very skinny & always have been. My veins popped out like an animal. I've lost some motivation/strength coming off of it & just got done w/ my PCT. I was wanting to run Test-E starting sometime in January. I took a pill called Propecia in 2011. I've been stressed out past for years so I've been losing my hair. It's the worst thing that ever happened to me. I totally lost sex drive & had ED on the pill. I was never warned this would happen. I'd be having sex w/ hot chicks in my apartment in college & couldn't maintain an erection. This is the most aggravating & embarrassing thing that can happen to someone. I couldn't lay it down like I used to. Thought it was whiskey dick at first then tried sex sober. Same thing. Eventually I looked up online side effects of propecia. What do you know, other people were going through same thing. Nobody believes me they think I'm an idiot. I'm currently prescribed to Cialis, which helps a little bit, but when I drink on it I cannot become hard. I'm a little better but that pill really ****ed me up. Memory loss, depression, etc. I was wanting to run a 10-week cycle of test E. I was thinking it may help my sex drive a little bit & help me feel like a man again, maybe reach my goal of 300 pound bench. I'd run 250 mg's on Monday & Thursday. Any reccomendations or comments would be appreciate. Thank you.
Bench: 265
Squat: 250
Dead: 315
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