After much debate about getting on AAS, I have decided that I would not be able to be at my full potential of lifting and gains until my shoulder has been fixed. The surgery I need to have is called a Glenoid Osteotomy. It's rather complex and the healing part will take a minimum of 2 months and likely at least double that before I would be able to use the shoulder for any sort of decent weight lifting to hold up.
Please all keep in mind when I ask this question that it is NOT to gain size, it's NOT because I want to be some massive bodybuilder and never want to be so... this is simply a question of helping to recover faster and also hopefully in the process, add some bone density (though i'm going to try to talk to the surgeon about adding more steel or something to make the whole joint stronger).
500 mg's of test is just going to be a waste at that time, so I had considered doing 250 mg test with just 50 mg of deca weekly. I decided on 50 mg of deca because I don't want some super high dose that's going to mess with my dick, just something to help me along to get back as strong or stronger than I have been.
My other reason is that I want to keep what I have gained (though i'm not big by any means), either way though it's been a lot of hard work i've put into myself for years and with constant rest and inactivity, my test levels will likely fall.
Opinions?