Aversion to training???

[Panigale]

After the first 4 weeks or so of my first cycle I noticed a very strong aversion to training. I almost hurt my brain to even drive by the gym.
Has anyone had this problem? And if so how did you solve it? I would assume a hormonal imbalance is to blame.
The cycle that I was on was 500mg/week Test Enanthate, 100mg/per day Dianabol (1st 4 weeks).

Any help would be great. I would like to start my 2nd cycle soon and I don't want this problem ruining it. Thanks

[ScotchGuard02]

Never heard of that problem before. Not hear much about mind altering side of AAS. Hang in there bro. get to the gym even if you don't want to. The most difficult part of BB'ing is the discipline not the AAS.

[Panigale]

Thanks for your reply. This feeling I felt caught me off guard big time. It wasn't a simple lack of motivation, Ive felt before. This was something entirely different. I also forgot to mention that during the first couple of weeks I did have that "high on life" feeling and it felt amazing! But after that came the anti-social behavior, the depression, and aversion to training. These symptoms actually made me quit the cycle.

[Papa-pwn]

Weird. Whenever I'm on I can hardly wait to hit the gym, and I almost have to force myself to leave

[Sick_beard]

You need a zero in your poll, otherwise you're assuming everyone has this problem.

But I never heard of it before either. However, I've noticed from reading about people's experiences with AAS that it seems if you have a previous mental problem (even a mild one), going on a cycle does seem to aggravate it and make it worse.

I would actually like to see it mentioned more often to people who're planning to start that they need to sort out any anxiety related problems they have before jumping on the gear. Otherwise you may find yourself in a spot where you wouldn't wanna be.

[Panigale]

Papa, thanks for your reply. I actually did feel that during the first couple of weeks. My behavior changed dramatically. I felt extremely confident, approachable, happy, and very social. But then came the downward spiral which seemed to happen overnight.
I will mention that on some days I took as much as 170mg of dianabol, but never exceeding that dose. I kept it between 100mg - 170mg while keeping the Testosterone Enanthate at a constant 500mg per week split on Mondays and Thursdays. Could my "unusual" dosing of the Dianabol caused these symptoms?

[Turkish Juicer]

Dianabol @100-170mg ED to kick-start your first cycle wasn't a smart thing to do either.

[Panigale]

Sick, thanks for your reply. You are correct about putting a zero in my poll. Forgot to do that, sorry bud. And about the Anxiety/Depression subject, I have had a problem with that in my teenage years, but I kinda grew out of it. I'm not on any medication for it either. And yes, that's a good idea to mention that to people who are planning to start a cycle.

[Panigale]

Yes TJ, you are probably right.
But would I be correct in assuming that if I did the same dosages of Dianabol even on my 3rd or 4th cycle, that it would produce the same symptoms?

[Misery13]

If I'm unable to make it to the gym I train at home. When I'm on cycle I can't be stopped.

[Bonaparte]

You were probably just lethargic from the Dbol. Cut back to 30mg and you shouldn't have this issue.