so this is my first post and i am hoping for some advice and i think this is the best place to look. im am 26 years old 6ft tall 180pounds 11%bodyfat. been training around 6years. when i started training i knew nothing my nutrition was crap and i started taking steroids straight away. sus and deca around 500mg a week of each. i repeated this cycle several times over 2years. roughly 3month on 1 month off with no pct! i now no how stupid this was.after 2years off due to low or no sperm count i started again. still didnt no much started with sus and deca tried other compounds such as dbol eq test e test cyp. had a try of test 400 got gyno after a 10 week break it went. after this every course i had i got gyno got rid of it a few times with arimadex or long breaks. then had couple courses of tren masteron anavar. my last course was sus deca naps thse last few courses i used pct hcg nova chlomid which i got the info off here. since then i was takin into hospital with a pain in my heart, once in ther a blood rest showed ny kidneys wernt working. after 5 days a went home. i had various test but they found nothing. as soon as i mentioned steroids they blamed it and that was that! 4month has passed now and i am stil off steroids i amm so unsure due to the lack off knowledge from hospital as to wheather it was caused by steroids. in the next few month i am wanting to start a new cycle but afer all this i dont no where to start any advice would be appreciated.