Hi all,
I'm here on this forum because I've been lifting for about 15 years and feel like I'm getting pretty close to my natty limits, and I feel like I can't get to where I want to be on my own. That said, what differentiates me a bit from a lot of the other guys I see posting here and lifting in general -- natty or not -- is that I have a very specific look I'm going for, as opposed to guys who maybe just want to get big with no clear cut endpoint in mind save for maybe a goal weight/body fat %. Not knocking anyone; that's just what I see. To that end, I'm hoping that by sharing my goals with you folks here, I'll be making it easier for you to understand where I want to be and thus helping to suggest what it is I should do to get there.
My Situation
Age: 30
Height: 5'8"
Weight: ~157
BF %: ~ 7-8%
Lifting Experience: 15 years, probably not more than a month off during this entire time
Details of Lifting Experience
First 11 years I spent doing what I read in the magazines, i.e. "bulking" (eating everything in sight a.k.a. getting fat), following the routines of the pros (9-12 sets per bodypart, 3 bodyparts/day for a total of around 30 sets a day), using too high of a rep range to see any noticeable hypertrophy (10-15 rep range), WAY too many isos/not enough compounds, and just basically overtraining and overeating and doing everything wrong...
By summer 2007 I was ballooning up, but I knew nothing about bodyfat. I just thought I was getting big, and liked it because people were FINALLY starting to comment on the fact that I looked bigger. All my life I've been around 140 in high school and not much more in years to follow. Well, I got up to 183 at my peak fatness and that is when I came to learn about bodyfat and realized I was getting way off track.
From 2008-2012 I started focusing on dropping fat, unknowingly at the expense of my muscle mass. I got big control over my diet, learned about BMR, bought a nice pair of Lange calipers, and started utilizing HIIT and functional strength movements for most of my workouts. I even got certified by ACE and became a trainer. I somewhat easily dropped down to 6-7%, visible 6 pack, and did this in less than a year. But unfortunately I ended up at the same weight I started at, probably around 150 at that leanness. I kept on with this training regime, losing sight of what I really wanted to begin with, which was to get bigger and be lean at the same time. So, sometime last summer I snapped out of it and I decided to start trying to put on mass, and shifted my focus from a lot of HIIT and high rep stuff to heavy compound movements that I basically neglected my whole lifting "career". I started doing 5-7 rep range of deadlifts, squats, bench, pulldowns, overhead press, with my only isos being bi/tri and lateral raises for shoulders.
So here I am now, and from doing all these heavy compounds that I should've been focusing on in the beginning and increasing my macros to a respectable level, I've put on roughly seven good, stable pounds of LBM with just a slight increase in body fat. So far, so good... You know, I feel like I've honestly put in the time and effort in the gym and in the kitchen over all these years to build a pretty solid foundation even though a lot of the time I was doing it wrong, but now gains are slowing and I still haven't reached my goals quite yet. Almost but not quite, which brings me to this site.
My Goal, Specifically
I am going for the Grecian ideals. I use a combination of several calculators found anywhere online and roughly eyeballed the differences when I got close. I say "when I got close" because for most of my body parts I am either dead on, slightly larger, or slightly under (~0.5") EXCEPT for my upper arms, forearms, and shoulders (circumference; to include upper chest and upper back). Everything else is pretty much right where I want it to be, except my waist which is a few inches high but that's just bodyfat and I know how to drop that so that is not a concern for me.
My ARMS have been the biggest problem all these years. (see avi for evidence. lol) They are so damn stubborn and just won't grow no matter what. 13" cold, unflexed if I'm lucky and I need them to be anywhere between 14"-15" to achieve the look I'm going for. My shoulders need another 2" added to them; they are lacking fullness and roundness, although I do understand that filling out my chest and back could take care of some of that 2" but I still need a decent amount of size on the shoulders themselves to bring them up to where I want them, and to make them aesthetically pleasing in relation to the rest of my body.
I DO NOT care to go any bigger than the proportion sizes laid out in the Grecian ideal philosophy as I've always been subconsciously aware that my body has had a more or less aesthetically pleasing look to it, even at 140 or so lbs, save for the arms and shoulders. So in bringing up all my measurements recently by adding that 7 pounds or so evenly around my body I feel I am very close to where I want to be and that is pretty exciting and a good feeling to have! That being said I want to use only just enough AAS to get me where I need to be: +1-1.5" on my arms, +1" forearms, and +2" shoulder circumference.
My Plan
SHOULD YOU GUYS DEEM ME A GOOD CANDIDATE FOR AAS, I would like to follow the beginner's cycle as laid out in page Novice Steroid Cycles I, although slightly eased up on since I'm a fairly little guy:
Weeks 1-12
Test E 300mg 2x/wk
No additional AAS (deca, dbol etc) - just want to do the bare minimum to get the desired results. Also I've read that dbol gains "go as quick as they come", lot of water weight, etc. I don't care about the kick-start; I'm here for solid, steady long-term gains and want to keep them -- I plan on lifting until I'm dead, and I want to look good in the coffin.
Weeks 13-17
Nolva 40/40/20/10
AI's, Should I Need Them
Aromasin 5-10mg/Day if you think I would need them. I've read here on this forum that just running test alone especially at a lower dosage may not bring about enough (or any) sides to warrant AI usage, and hopefully that would be the case because I would prefer to keep estro levels up enough that they don't effect my mood/libido/etc. So ideally I would just hold off on using AIs at all unless I needed them. The less crap I have to put in my body to get what I want, the better!!
My Questions to You Guys
1) In your experience do you think I can achieve my goals of an extra 1-1.5" on arms and 2" shoulders using Test 300mg/week (150mg 2x/wk)?
2) Assuming you've taken the time to labor through my backstory, do you think I even should bother with AAS's now or try natty for a while longer?
I apologize for the extremely long post but I would rather just bowl you guys over with ALL the details up front, rather than leave you guys wondering if I may have left something out or not.
In conclusion, I am more than open to questions, comments, and criticism of any aspect of anything I've just explained to you!! I'm a big believer in modelling and I'm looking forward to getting answers from people who have been there and done that! I have done some research myself and although supping with gear is a last resort, I understand the risks as well as the rewards and I'm willing to give it a go if my situation calls for it... after all researching only takes you so far, and eventually I'm gonna have to get down to business!
Thank you in advance for taking the time to read and/or comment, I do appreciate it.
-Dood