Sex drive was amazing on PCT, but gone while on roids! WTF!!!

[The_locomotive]

Hi guys! A bit of an embarrasing post, but I hope you can shed some light on this. I think my ED is caused by lack of interest and other mental issues, but still would like your two cents on this.

So here goes:
In the spring of 2011 I had only slept with three girls my entire life. I decided to not be a fat 300lbs powerlifter anymore and did the switch to strongman competitions and did some cardio. That helped, as I was able to nail four girls during that spring and summer. Not much, but way more than before.

I ended up getting lipo and was able to add mass while slowly and steadily cut away my fat. Now I'm about 255lbs with visible abs.
From the fall of 2011 and up until today I've nailed 45 women. Seeing how I spent almost 10 months of these two and a half years in a commited relationship that's a lot of girls by most people's standards. In the beginning I nailed average looking chicks for hours but now I am more picky, which is natural I guess.

I did a 16 week cycle this winter with good results. I then met a crazy chick that I had amazing sex with. Funny thing - the crazier the chick, the wilder the sex. Go figure!
The thing is that she was bisexual, but only got romantic feelings for girls. She would fall madly in love with other chicks, but treated guys like garbage. She was only able to kiss me like a normal girl when she was horny, and told me that she had many times thrown up after kissing guys, because it was so disgusting. She also hardly ever went down on me as she just "couldn't do it". For her - guys were only for sex. Basically she only loves girls, but wants a good pounding every now and then.
Still she made me crazy horny. I like small, feminine women and she is only 150cm tall (about 4"11?) and 100lbs. She has a model gorgeous face, long beuautiful hair and a very feminine and style. And her perfume makes me want to rip her clothes off, dip her in caramel sauce and lick her from head to toe. And from time to time I did just that!

When going off roids I told the girls I were seeing that there would be no sex for a while. But I kept the bisexual lunatic close at hand to see if I could squeeze out a couple of more rounds before losing my sex drive. The strange thing is that every time she came over I was worried about not getting hard, but as soon as she came to bed and pressed her body against mine and I smelled her perfume I would get rock hard. When she started screaming and ordered me to spank her, pull her hair etc. going limp during the act was also not an issue, to put it mildly.

I then went back on cycle. What I take now is this:

Testo: 600 mg/week
EQ: 400 mg/week
Dianabol : 20 mg a day
Insulin : 6-8 units a day
Nolva: 30 mg a day

The bisexual lunatic eventually did some stuff to me that was so way over the line that no man would accept it, and I told her I had had enough of her behaviour and never wanted to see her again.
I then stuck to the other girls I was seeing, but the sex has been somewhat uninspired on my part. This weekend I nailed two new girls and I was hardly able to perform at all!

The first chick was a girl that flirted with me on a dating site. We met for coffee and she was bigger than she appeared on the photos, but with a cute face. I had a strongman competition the next day, and I had to get up at seven in the morning and drive for 3,5 hours to get there, so I wasn't looking for sex. I did get somewhat aroused by her big tits though, so i brought her home to watch a movie.
As we were making out in the sofa I got hard and we went to bed. She told me she didn't want sex, only cuddle. After I ate her out and stuck my finger up her ass, I conclued that she had changed her mind and put my semi-erect dick in her. She didn't protest, but then changed her mind as she didn't want sex on the first date. I was glad, as I just wanted her out anyway. And with my dick inside her, it still counts.
So I ate her out until she came and then blew my load in her face and got her on the train home. Then I did something much more important than having sex with her: I carbo loaded and went to sleep!

When I got home from the competition I was so exhausted I threw up every time I tried to eat, but I was able to get down some liquid calroies and went to bed.
The next day I felt suprisingly well though, and even did some light cardio. At around midnight I was getting ready for bed, but a chick started flirting with me on a dating site. She looked hot with a tight body, and even though I was not quite in the mood, I took 50mg of viagra and went to pick her up.
She looked nice in person too, but her face was not as good as on the photos. Killer body, though.
But she had a bad breath and a horrible perfume (the kind your grandmother would wear!)

When we got home I regretted the whole thing, but making out made me quite hard and we went to bed. It got hard again and she rode me for a little while, but she was not even 1/3 as good at is as Bisexual Lunatic Girl. I almost came though and threw her off and fingered and ate her out until she came. We then used sex toys and played around for a bit before having a 69 that made me very hard. I told her to mount me, but now she demanded a condom. I hate those things, as having sex with a condom is like eating a banana without peeling it first!
After putting on the condom I had a really hard time getting stiff. I then got sressed out and embarrased and that won't help either.
After calming the **** down, I got semi-erect and screwed her for a little while. I was so sleepy and tired from the competition that sex felt like a hard cardio workout though. LOL!

When switching positions I got limp and was tired of the whole damn thing so I get her to jerk me off. It was three at night and I tired as a zombie.

I think this is a mental issue, but maybe you guys can see something that I can't.
I've noticed that I am sick and tired of chasing after random one night stands, especially if the girl is average looking. I am also very sensitive to smell and even sent a girl home without sex once because her breath was too bad. The poor girl had just spent two hours on the train to get to my place for a one night stand, but I couldn't force myself to do it. Both of the girls I nailed this weekend had bad perfumes IMO, so that played a part. Also being tired wrecks my sex drive. But in the past I have been able to get rock hard with average looking girls no matter how sleepy or tired I was.

Is this 100% mental issues you think, or am I doing something wrong with my cycle. EQ is not supposed to cause erection problems, from what I've read (unlike tren and deca ). Also it seems strange that I have problems maintaining an erection with roids when I didn't even have this issues during PCT.

Should I take some HCG , at 100mcg a day, perhaps?

[lovbyts]

First things first. Instead of guessing get blood work done and make sure to check your E2 levels

[The_locomotive]

First things first. Instead of guessing get blood work done and make sure to check your E2 levels

If my e2 levels become too high, it can cause ED? Strange that this should with testo and EQ when I didn't have this problem before with other roids, though. What if the blood tests show that my E2 levels are too high? Switch from nolva to arimidex ? Dont' know if I can get my hands on it.

I'm asking because I'm taking a girl with me for a weekend trip and I won't be able to get my blood test results before leaving. If this problem should be caused by roids (for some reason) I'd like to see if I can fix it fast.

[lovbyts]

Were y ou using nolva on cycle? Yes high E2 can cause ED just as low E2 can. If you were using nolva on cycle you may have crushed your E2.

You can get arimidex /liquidex from the banner at the top right.

[Black]

Without bloodwork, any treatment would be a a shot in the dark. You could make matters worse.

I'd just do your eatin and fingerin trick and then jerk off on her face until you can get bloodwork done.

[The_locomotive]

Were y ou using nolva on cycle? Yes high E2 can cause ED just as low E2 can. If you were using nolva on cycle you may have crushed your E2.

You can get arimidex/liquidex from the banner at the top right.

Yeah, I am using nolva. One tablet at night and half a tab in the morning (30 mg in total).
I did get an erection 10 minutes ago fantazasing about a threesome with a couple of girls who have agreed to this, so I think it might mostly be stress, fatigue and being fed up with chasing tail. But if there is something I can do to rule out physical reasons I'd love to learn more. So thanks for all feedback, guys!

[The_locomotive]

Hmmm....just got an erection now that lasted good and long. Must be mental issues, though I did switch from Nolva to Clomid last night.

I think I will take HCG at 100mcg a day for a a month. It's time for some anyway, as I have been on for about 7 weeks now.
Also I will switch from 30mg nolva a day to 50mg of clomid and 10mg of nolva a day instead. If I get performance problems during my holiday this weekend I will get a blood test when I get home.

[auswest]

Where do I find a girl that would let me go down on her and shove a finger in her bum on a first date...!!!?!?!?

[auswest]

Sorry if that's all I took out of your post got a little side tracked after that..
Don't mind me, ill be on my way..

[Provita]

Nolva and clomid (Serms) are for PCT. On cycle you should use an AI (aromatize inhibitor) such as Arimidex 0.25mg eod or Aromasin 10mg ed. That will help you control your E2 levels.

HCG 250iu x 2 per week up to 4 days before PCT starts. (I like to take it 3x per week, Mon,Wed,Fri)

[The_locomotive]

Where do I find a girl that would let me go down on her and shove a finger in her bum on a first date...!!!?!?!?

Ha ha! Yeah, I do that sometimes!

What I do is that I start the date by just joking around and being funny and make the girl relax. If I see an opportunity to talk about sex, in a way that isn't creepy, I'll do it and just improvise. If she is openly talking and joking about sex, then I know she might be ready for sex on the first date. Typically I will just be charming, try to position myself in a way that lets me be able to rub her back, hold her hand, and then go for the kiss if she seems relaxed and ready for it.

Often on the second date I invite the girl over for a "movie date", but sometimes I ask on the first date also, if they seem very keen on some dick. Then I get the girl to cuddle up next to me and it usually leads to kissing, then fondling her breasts, then playing with her ***** while kissing etc. Then I ask if we should go to bed. If she gets reluctant I say that we don't need to have sex, it's just more comfortable to kiss and fool around in bed then in a sofa. That usually does the trick.

During sex I like to spank them and grab their asses, and sometimes I will give them a little rimjob. If they don't protest I sometimes run my finger up and down their buttcrack. If they still don't protest I spit in their asses and slowly put a finger in there. This might lead to them returning the favour and putting a finger up YOUR ass, but that's not necessarily a bad thing at all IMO!

[The_locomotive]

Nolva and clomid (Serms) are for PCT. On cycle you should use an AI (aromatize inhibitor) such as Arimidex 0.25mg eod or Aromasin 10mg ed. That will help you control your E2 levels.

HCG 250iu x 2 per week up to 4 days before PCT starts. (I like to take it 3x per week, Mon,Wed,Fri)

Thanks!
I read some stuff about this on the forum, and some guys said that AIs like arimidex was the only way to go, but other disagreed and said that having too little estrogen in the body might be harmful as well and adviced using nolva. I have tried both in the past, and didn't notice much difference. As nolva and clomid has been easy for me to get, but arimidex has been troublesome in my country, I have gone with nolva for practical reasons. I will see if I can get the slow wheels of my sources running and get some arimidex, though. It might make a difference now that I am running higher doses then I was the last time I tried arimidex.

[auswest]

Ha ha! Yeah, I do that sometimes!

What I do is that I start the date by just joking around and being funny and make the girl relax. If I see an opportunity to talk about sex, in a way that isn't creepy, I'll do it and just improvise. If she is openly talking and joking about sex, then I know she might be ready for sex on the first date. Typically I will just be charming, try to position myself in a way that lets me be able to rub her back, hold her hand, and then go for the kiss if she seems relaxed and ready for it.

Often on the second date I invite the girl over for a "movie date", but sometimes I ask on the first date also, if they seem very keen on some dick. Then I get the girl to cuddle up next to me and it usually leads to kissing, then fondling her breasts, then playing with her ***** while kissing etc. Then I ask if we should go to bed. If she gets reluctant I say that we don't need to have sex, it's just more comfortable to kiss and fool around in bed then in a sofa. That usually does the trick.

During sex I like to spank them and grab their asses, and sometimes I will give them a little rimjob. If they don't protest I sometimes run my finger up and down their buttcrack. If they still don't protest I spit in their asses and slowly put a finger in there. This might lead to them returning the favour and putting a finger up YOUR ass, but that's not necessarily a bad thing at all IMO!

LOL!! Love it!! Cheers dude you've made my night!!

[The_locomotive]

LOL!! Love it!! Cheers dude you've made my night!!

Ha ha ha...glad I could be of assistance!

[slfmade]

If this post had been a bit darker, I would thought CDP was back under a different name.

[Juced_porkchop]

why are you taking 30mg nolva ed?

save for pct, use AI on cycle

[Granovich]

That was like a visual porn movie
U put every detail lol
I think you need to have more respect to women and find 1 woman to fall in love with and be with
Its funny how u put all these details
Hahaha
But on serious note i would follow what lovbytS tell you.... He knows this shit!

[TruRelign]

Not sure if this was an actual question, or loco just needed a place to piss as far as he could. Good post either way hahaha made my lunch break and actually answered a couple questions of my own, so thanks lol

[senorrebo]

I haven't had any ED issues on cycle, but this post kicked in some bladder control issues when I nearly pissed myself reading it.

[The_locomotive]

Well, I'm glad that you can all get some enjoyment from my disastrous sex life, guys!
But seriously - thanks for the help. I didn't know nolva could cause erection problems, so I'll switch things up a bit and see what happens, then try to get some arimidex when I get back from my vacation.

[The_locomotive]

Problem solved!
It turned out that switching from nolva to arimidex and upping my dose of girls from one at a time to threesomes was all it took! Good times!

[thedeerhunter]

Look like hookers to me. This thread almost belongs in Hustler

[The_locomotive]

Look like hookers to me. This thread almost belongs in Hustler

They are not, but the one to the right liked to dress up in various outfit, so they changed around a bit until I got tired of it and demanded less clothes - not more!

[Granovich]

They are not, but the one to the right liked to dress up in various outfit, so they changed around a bit until I got tired of it and demanded less clothes - not more!

SICK lol

[Emperor9]

nice read, i sort of got aroused by the story at first.

[The_locomotive]

nice read, i sort of got aroused by the story at first.

LOL!!! Glad to be of assistance I guess.
I took the girl to the left to a swingers club this weekend, but it was way too hot in there, so the 25 people gang bang session was unbearable. I am also way too much of a "dominant cave man" to be able to relax while some random dude ****s one of my girls. Nailing his wife didn't help, as the sick pervert enjoyed watching it!

After experimenting I have found out that I must draw the line at maximum five participants at time, with at least three of the other participants having to be girls. Call me conservative and boring, but that's just how I roll.

[calstate23]

I wasn't sure if I was sabotaged into reading an erotic short novel or there was an actual issue...Ha ha..Great story by the way....Something about the chick with bad breath made me crack up....

You using 30 mg nolva on cycle? You should try an AI like arimidex and see how it treats you...Use the nolva for PCT..

[Dougiefresh7707]

Where do I find a girl that would let me go down on her and shove a finger in her bum on a first date...!!!?!?!?

California

[Dougiefresh7707]

Nice read loco was interesting to say the least I just got some cialis for Ed use so i don't thin this will ever be a problem never has been hopefully never will. Glad I didn't start my cialis this morning this story might have made me hard walking around work lol.

[Enfermo]

This was awesome. What what was the problem?

[EKFitness]

I think it's all in your head man, you seem to be picky which is fine and all but it's hard to perform with high standards.

also, if gyno is an issue there is nothing wrong with running 20mg Nolva ED to break it down and stop it.

if estrogen related side effects have not been an issue try .5 arimidex EOD.

I take .5 eod and 20mg Nolva ED to keep estrogen down and combat gyno that acts up, and it can sometimes make me lethargic and affect my sex drive slightly but if I don't spank it for a day I'm a raging hornball

[EKFitness]

you WILL know if you crash your e2. but Nolva can be run for months at 20mg ED. that is nothing in comparison to people running 2.5 mg letro for gyno reversal.

get that Crazy ass girl back you clearly love that wild bish

[orbitz21]

bloodwork dude