So I've done three shots in each quad of 1ml test e 250/ml twice a week. The first shot in each quad felt like someone hit me with a bat in each leg and $&@& did it hurt for like three or four days. Second shot in each leg still hurt maybe not as much but still pretty sore and I can suck it up pretty good. Third shot in my right leg was minimal pain compared to the rest but again a couple days of deep bruise pain. Never had any swelling. Maybe bruising each time but I'm pale and rubbing hard so whatever. Now the third shot in my left leg. Holy #%^%. First day nothing. Second day swelling in a couple spots on my quad, every time I stand up the blood rushes there. Doesn't feel infected. It's not hot or super red but I'm no doctor. I guess my question is....is this gonna keep hurting like $&@$ every time? I guess I could try the glute but even after these six shots I'm not nervous but my nerves are shot every time I dunno if I can do it with one hand steady enough to not be pathetic. I guess I'm hoping my stupid quads will figure it out and let me do my thing. Just getting frustrated I guess. Anywhere I try to reach for pinning you can only use one hand except for quads. Right? Lol. Any comments would be appreciated. I'm using 3ml 1" needle and burying it