No Motivation!

[stevo123]

hey guys it has been a long time since I have been on here! Wanted to ask a question for anyone whose got some input to help me out!

Stats
Age-25
height: 6'2"
Weight: 225lbs
%BF-9-10

I have been on TRT for the past couple of years now for hypogonadism treatment and the mrs. and I decided we were going to try to have a baby so we started seeing a fertility specialist, took me off TRT and put me on a HCG /Letro protocol and we have gotten the swim count up but the wife has issues as well so I'm kinda stuck in limbo on the hcg/letro until they can get her lined out and the sides everyone talks about when coming off TRT were all there, mood swings depression irritability, muscle loss the list goes on.

The main thing I have been struggling with has been the absolute loss of motivation, when on cycle I am religious about my workout routine and strict with diet, although my test levels show in the low/normal range with the fertility treatment I have zero drive to workout, strength has dropped off the table, still pretty lean but lost most all vascularity and hardness in muscles, feel like a deflated balloon at the gym with no steam to drive the engine so workouts are sub-par with lighter weights etc.

Does anyone have any suggestions of anything that I COULD take as an alternative to AAS so as to not affect and draw out the fertility treatment process longer and keep the wife from killing me hah, I have used some peptides like CJC and GHRP-6 but wasnt all to impressed when I tried it a while back, any comments, suggestions/similar experiences would help, thanks!

[Lunk1]

Honestly I think it's some what mental. No doubt with a lower test level you will not feel 100% but just like anyone who cycles, you have to push hard after cycle during the most difficult times when your levels are coming back.

Just find some motivation and drive hard

[fit2bOld]

Store the swimmers and get back on