NEED HELP! hormones screwed up. PLEASE

**cmayes** · 12-12-2013, 01:18 PM

Alright guys just like too start by saying id appreciate it if you dont give me s*** for my past experiences. im 21 years old and have taken a couple cycles of prohormes, obevously not knowing what the F*** i was getting myself into... but long story short i feel like ive done damage too myself. crappy OTC posts didnt doo much it seems. a month after a superdrol halodrol and max LMG ph my total t was at 250, checked it again a little less than a month later at an endo and was at 346.

Even tho i do feel somewhat normal as far as energy levels, my erections are weak and morning wood is still barely there. But please keep in mind i have pretty severe anxiety, and thinking about the whole situation makes me feel much worse. Idk if i should see if i can egt my hands on nolva/clomid or HCG maybe? im lost and tired of feeling like S***. The endo felt my nuts the whole 9 yards and assured me id be fine after a couple more months of recovery. but it has now been 4 months in total and i still dont feel fully recovered. Idk if prohormones are even aloud too be spoken of on this forum because i know alot of people frown apon them.. and yes i know steriods at my age was not brite in general. but please try and help me out without making em feel like the moron i am. Thanks!

**juice-box** · 12-12-2013, 04:52 PM

Do you have any signs of estrogen like puffy nipple or gyno.

**MuscleInk** · 12-12-2013, 05:10 PM

Forget the gyno for a moment. As far as a diagnostic tool it's not helpful. Have you had any blood work done recently that we can look at? When you say anxiety, is that a confirmed diagnosis and you are being actively treated or your own conclusion? I'm not trying to be insensitive, just trying to get a better picture of your history and any current pharmaceutical therapy you may be taking.

Do not use HCG yet. It can be suppressive and make the problem worse until we have a better diagnostic of the problem.

**ScotchGuard02** · 12-12-2013, 09:00 PM

It takes a while for the body to recover from a cycle even with perfect PCT. Just because a guy does his PCT doesn't mean the HPTA will return to normal in 4 weeks. You're still in recovery. 4 months isn't that long. Sometimes it may take a year. Don't panic. Like MuscleInk says, you need to know where you're at before you start looking to head in a certain treatment direction. You need to slow down, take a deep breath, and go get your blood work done. Post your results and let us take a look at it. Make sure you get a Full Spectrum Hormone Test. I do think you're going to be fine in a few months. If I were you, I'd do blood work and not think about steroids for a few years. Good luck.