i think you might be facing a very difficult choice. if you recover so badly with this cycle, jumping on again will probably make things worse. i don't see how your recovery from any future cycles should be better than this. which means you must seriously consider the prospects of trt if you decide to jump on again, ever.
if you decided to try to recover first, then run another pct, hopefully with meds from a different source. if you recover well after a second pct, then i would advice you to stay natty for as long as you can, definitely at the very least for time on + pct.
if the results remain low despite the second pct, then you can do whatever you like.
