Hey Dudes,
First post, great site. I know I have an a** ton of research still to do, but I've come across my first source (that I've read I will get myself into trouble going into detail over so I'll keep it vague) but I came across his number online and we've been texting. The dude's pretty much not budging and saying if I want to get anything out of him I'm going to have to start with Winistrol and Dbol for my first cycle and idk if I'm allowed to mention pricing or not but, well, it's way the hell up there. I've only been lifting a little over a year (queue the hate comments) and am straight trying to bulk as I'm a hardgainer. I'm more curious than anything and if I could start with something less I would but this is the only source I've managed to come across.
Of course, I'm also extremely speculative and hesitant since I'm not looking to break out like I'm in middle school, lose all my gains if I choose never to cycle again, am not interested in paying for post cycle (I wouldn't even be able to get ahold of anything), and most importantly want to avoid the stereotypical man-tit (which without pct from what I hear is practically inevitable despite the fact my source says "nah don't worry bro").
Should I just wait for something less intense than dbol that I can get locally by holding out? Should I wait til I'm 30 like Ronnie Coleman? If I'm concerned about gyno effects should I even f*** with this at all? And is ordering from a total stranger way to sketch? Not expecting an answer to everything just provoking thought and, again, I'm a total beginner in this journey so bear with me I'm not claiming to be something I'm not. Thanks so much guys.