I been lifting weights on and off for the past few years, I got serious about a year ago and bought a nice oly bench, weight tree, dip stations, pullup bar, tri bar, ez curl and 400lbs of weights and setup in my basement.
Ive been training hard 3x a week , fullbody . Ive been going heavy and lift untill failure,
Im 5' 11" and gained alot of mass the past few months.... went from 185 to 210 lbs by lifting hard and eating like a pig.
And when I started I could only bench 155# now im up to 265#... I was putting on 10# every couple weeks on my bench but am starting to plateau out.
Ive also gained some fat though

I went from about 15% bodyfat to 20% but plan to cut come spring.
My arms are super long so they are lacking behind my chest, which has always came easy. so Ive been toying with the idea of doing a single cycle and really trying to bulk and lift hard this winter before cutting in springtime.
Ive been reading and researching but still have alot of concerns.
Firstly , I suffer from anxiety and so lifting weights has been a great way for me to release these negative thoughts and get into a better mindframe after workouts. Im 33 and have borderline high bloodpressure but think its just from my stress/anxiety.
So with this in mind Ive read Primobolan is the safest with little side effects but also that it is very weak when taken alone.
Test Enanthate seems to be the most common big gainer I keep reading about.
If I do a single cycle to bulk this winter , should I be concerned?
I want a human grade lab grade test but after checking a hundred different sites im just more confused and concerned about finding a safe quality test, so this concerns me that it might trigger my anxiety. I still have more research to do.
Also what would a good dose be? ive read 250 all the way to 500-1000mg per week.
Is clomid the only PCT thats really necessary or is there others I should have on hand?
Thanks for any suggestions or info