So as i said in my introduction, i havent ever used steroids. I was involved in a rather massive motorbike accident last year which left me dead on the side of the road. The driver performed CPR for 6 mins before i came back from the dead. Injuries suffered were a broken chest (every single rip broken and sternum fractured), massive cut on my left leg down to my knee which left it exposed and damaged, damaged left shoulder, broken right foot and ankle as well as swelling on the brain and bruised stomach, liver and kidneys. Being unable to move i went from a 9% body fat to the 13s where i currently am. I have been unable to get my left leg back up to standard since the accident, at all. Its smaller, weaker and no matter how many unilateral exercises i do on it, it just wont get past its current point. As an indication, i was doing 60kg single leg extensions prior to accident, squatting over 100kgs with ease and leg pressing twice that. Now i struggle doing 35kg leg extensions on the bad leg, cant squat past 80 and single leg press at machines weigh (53kg) no extra plates. So i started reading about stuffs.. found that anavar seems like a good choice of strengthen and its used in muscle wastage scenarios and i wanted some advice on how i would go about it all. Bulk is not on my list as im happy with my size (175cm, 84kg) just strength to push through the wall ive hit.